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Friday, January 3, 2014

Touko Fukawa Cosplay

Hi there everyone! It's been a long time since I last blogged.

And hey, it's 2014! I wanna greet everyone a Happy New Year! yayy!
The past year has really been a hectic one for me, but it had really been great and worthwhile.

We had a Danganronpa Photoshoot before the year ended. It was our last shoot for 2013. I was with Argenn who cosplayed Junko Enoshima and Kenn who cosplayed Togami Byakuya.

Moving on, here are my pictures~

These are my favorite shots :) 

 Genocider Syo Cosplay

Touko Fukawa Cosplay 

The shots turned out great. The shoot was a success~ ^__^
Till next time, JA!

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Feeling Horrible

There are times when I feel so horrible. I feel as if everyone is against me.

My family, friends, and the world.

I feel so alone, with no one to talk to. I don't want to be like this.
Lately, I've been feeling happy, but then does this come with a price?
How can I be truly happy without sacrificing anything?

People getting mad at me even though it's not my fault.
People judging me without even knowing the whole story.
People blaming me even though I did not do anything.

Sometimes, I just hate the world.

Friends backstabbing you.
Friends appearing as if they are true.
Friends using you to gain something.


Am I doing things right?

2013 has been really an amazing year for me. A lot of opportunities opened up for me, especially when it comes to cosplay. I met a lot of new people who shares the same hobby as me.

2013 is also the year in which our group is complete again, because one of our friends went home from the Land of the Rising Sun.  

2013 is also the year in which I went out with a guy alone, and I would like to talk about that.

Yes, I am already of legal age, but I have no experience or whatsoever. I don't know if that was called a date, but I would like to call it "friends watching a movie together". I really did not expect that we would be in this terms with that guy since we knew each other since before. We meet in conventions a lot and were good acquaintances. We also have met sometime in the past. Everything was really unexpected.

Well, I am not in a hurry. All I have to do is just go with the flow.

Que sera sera. :)

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

All of Those Feelings are Gone

All of Those Feelings are Gone

 I never thought my feelings for your would cease,
It’s as if they were really strong and I was at ease,
Maybe I was just swayed by all the teasing done by our peers,
I realized that it was one-sided throughout the years.

Almost two years of liking you is no joke,
It was even triggered by our classmate’s yoke,
When I see you, my heart beats fast,
I thought to myself, “Oh, how long would this last?”

One day, I just woke, upon seeing you; it does not feel special,
I realize that in my life, you are not essential,
All my life, you’ve just taken me for granted,
You on the other hand, did what you just wanted.

I never thought that all of those feelings would cease,
And I am right now at ease,
I am happier without my mind not being occupied by you,
Not seeing you does not even make me feel blue.

I realized that I deserved to be treated better,
This poem, I’ll prove that I am not bitter,
I should value myself more than I did,
And hey, please remember that this poem does not kid. 

My affections for you are gone, and I’ve never been happier.

Monday, December 2, 2013

Asa na ma ni padulong?

Oh my gosh. wala na ko kasabot kung asa na ni padulong. O____O

Saturday, October 5, 2013

The Trouble that Cosplayers have to go Through

People ask, "You're a cosplayer?"

You say, "Yeah". 

It's a fun hobby. It's what I love doing the most when I'm not studying. It's a showcase of your art and love for the series or anime.

But here comes a problem. People know that you have numerous wigs, costumes, and stuff. They abuse you and they just BORROW it. If you say it's for rent, they get mad or disheartened. 

Well, if you're one of my BEST friends, you could just borrow it from me. Besides, they're cosplayers too and they understand the pain of taking care of wigs and costumes. 

Hello? Each costume is not for free or just obtained from somewhere. Lots of money was spent for those! I've had enough of these borrowing schemes. When some of schoolmates borrowed my wigs, by the time they were returned to me, they were very tangled and very smelly.


Just so you know, each wig of mine costs 750-1800 pesos. They don't come cheap. I felt as though my stuffs are demoralized when they are returned at that condition. 

Do you even have shame, people? Libre na nga, ganun pa ang lagay pagsauli. Kung magcha-charge ako ng rent fee, kayo pa magagalit?

Just so you know, cosplay is not a hobby for the thrift. Even simple costumes can amount to 800-1000 (ex. seifukus). The most expensive costume I have so far amounts to almost 6-7 thousand pesos.

When all of my spending in my costumes are accumulated, I don't even wanna add them up anymore. It's a price that we, cosplayers have to pay.

My point here is, we are not your borrowing shop or "you're-just-important-when-we-need-you" people. You all make me sick.


Thursday, August 29, 2013

Mikasa Ackerman Cosplay

Last three weeks, my friends and I had a photoshoot. Here are some pics :D

Mikasa Ackerman -Shingeki no Kyojin Cosplay
Cosplayer and HMUA: Dianne Morales
Photographer: Argenn Besinga
Post-processing: Dianne Morales