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Sunday, July 31, 2011

My Gift to ARGENN!

Happy Birthday Argenn! (July 31)

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Face Reality Tomorrow.

BioTech Exam. Math 17 Exam. Ikaw na bahala sa scores ko, Lord.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Vanity strikes me again.

Pardon me. Please ignore this if you hate vain pictures. XD

The Great Disguise (Chapter Thirteen)

The Great Disguise [HSJ Fanfic]

Chapter 13

The Meeting of the Horikoshi Girls and the Kirari Haato Maids

The birthday will be next week.

Mika asked Hana, “By the way Hana, do you like Kaichou?”

Hana sighed and answered, “I don’t know now, Mika.”

I can kind of relate to Hana. She’s confused of her feelings. It’s the same with my case with Nakajima.

In the middle of the silence, Mika said, “Follow your heart…Hana.”

I placed the invitation inside my bag. I felt happy because it’s my first time to be invited in such a great party. But then, I have nothing to wear, that’s why I can’t go.

I told Hana, “Sorry Hana, I can’t go to your birthday party.”

Hana pouted and asked, “Why?”

Holding my bag tighter, I told her, “I have nothing to wear.”

Mika lightly punched my shoulders and said, “That shouldn’t be a problem! If clothes are what you’re looking for, I’m here to the rescue!”

I was feeling very happy and at the same time, very guilty. I’m not being true to them. I’m keeping secrets. I was pretending as another person.

Finally, I decided to tell them my secret and show them my real face without my disguises.

While we were talking, I finally told them, “Mika-chan, Hana-chan, do you have a moment?”

They said, “Sure.”

I pulled them going to somewhere where there are no people. I faced them with a very serious aura. I told them, “Mika-chan, Hana-chan, I just want to thank you for being a very good friend to me. You know, before in my school, no one really befriended me. I totally appreciate the two of you.”

Mika smiled and asked me, “Of course Sawako. We like you so much!”

I replied to her, “But there is a reason that you should hate me.”

Folding her arms, Hana asked me, “What? What is that?”

I started to remove my disguises and told them, “I pretended. I wear disguises to hide my real self. I work at a maid café and take the name ‘Sawa-chan’. This is how I really look like…”

Their mouths opened in shock. Hana told me, “Oh my. These are totally realistic prosthetics! I was fooled! Where did you buy them?”

Mika said, “If you were this good-looking, we could hire you in the magazine company we’re working at!”

I was surprised by their reactions. I expected them to be angry at me. I asked, “You’re not angry at me?”

Mika replied, “Why would we be angry at you? We understand that you have an explanation. We’ll listen.”

I took a deep breath and started to narrate everything to them…

“You know, my father is in abroad right now. I currently don’t have any family members in Japan, so practically; I’m living in another house. We’re not really rich, so I work part time in a maid café. I am also able to attend this school because of the scholarship. I also don’t want to burden my father with the living expenses and the extra stuffs I need.

"The reason that I wear these things on my face each day is because I don’t want people to recognize me as a maid. I want to keep it a secret from everybody. Also, I did all of these because of what a certain boy did to me in the past.”

Hana and Mika gave me a hug. They told me, “Sawako, we are sorry for not knowing your burdens since before. We totally admire you for your hard work.”

I smiled at them and said, “That’s really okay. Befriending me is really a great thing already. As a payback, I’ll bring you to my workplace later.”

Hana was very happy and said, “I’ll eat many foods!”

I wore my disguises again and went back to our classroom. I was feeling very relieved. At least I removed some of the burdens on my back. It’s happy to know that there are people you can trust. Now I just have to break the news to Risako and Saki.

We walked to our classroom and stayed there. The Hey Say Jump guys were very noisy. They were talking about some guy stuff. I didn’t even bother to listen to them.

When they were done, Yuto sat on his seat beside me and asked, “Hey, they’re planning to go to the maid café. They’ll bring the others too.”

I panicked easily and imagined the biggest disaster that is about to happen on Earth.

I whispered to him, “I’m bringing Mika and Hana with me. I already told them about my disguise, but not my living conditions.”

Yuto suddenly stood up, went to Hana and Mika , whispered them something, and the three of them went out. What was he thinking? Mika and Hana didn’t know that Yuto knew all about my real self!

I suddenly ran going outside. They were discussing stuffs.

As I arrived, Hana asked, “How come this guy knows?!”

Totally cornered, I told her…

“I-I-I live in his house…”

Hana went berserk. Mika was hysterical. In her panic mode, she asked me, “Oh my gosh, did this stupid boy do something to you? Do you live with an elder? Do you still eat three times a day? Tell me if you have a problem and I’ll kick this bamboo to death!”

Reassuring her with a smile, I told her, “Relax Mika. Everything is fine…”

Yuto pouted his lips and said, “I’m not the bad dragon that you are imagining. I’m very nice, good and a gentleman!”

I rolled my eyes at him. I told Hana and Mika, I will explain everything to you in the café with my two friends, Risako and Saki.”

Yuto told me, “You’ll finally tell them?”

I replied, “I have no choice. If I’m spoiling my secret now, it’s all thanks to you.”

Still in his pathetic pout, he told me, “But that’s a good thing right? You’ll finally have someone to lean on aside from me.”

I was totally disgusted by his sentence. I pretended not to hear it.

Mika said, “Now, we have to make a plan to avoid spilling Sawako’s secret to the rest of the Jump.”


“We need to let Sawako, Hana, and I arrive at the café first. Yuto, you’ll pretend not to know that we’re going to be there. We will eat for a while and pretend to go home. The truth is, Hana and I will go to the back of the café as Sawako will explain everything to us. If the Hey Say Jump will stay for a longer time, we’ll pretend to be maids. We’ll serve the customers. As the café will close, we will all talk and go to Yuto’s house for checking.”


I was speecless. Hana was clapping her hands. Yuto’s face twitched as he asked, “How about my privacy?!”

Hana said, “Well, you have no choice. We have to make sure that our friend is safe in your hands. Besides, I heard that your dad and your brother are abroad. We have to be sure that you are not acting naughty, Yuto-kun. Even though we knew you since childhood, you’re still a boy.”

Yuto smirked and said, “Okay! You’ll see how good I truly am.”

After the discussion, we went back inside the classroom.

Hours passed…

Dissmissal time arrived.

As what we’ve planned, Hana, Mika and I went immediately to the maid café.

We went to the back of the café. I removed my disguises and wore my maid outfit. Risako and Saki were there. I told them, “Risako, Saki, these are my friends, Hana and Mika. I brought them here so that you can meet them, and well, I have to discuss some things with the four of you, well I mean five.

Saki was frozen. Risako was trying to comprehend what I said.

“You’ll understand later…”

The plan was on the move. Hana and Mika were sitting and ordered something.

True enough to what Yuto said, the Hey Say JUMP namely Yabu Kota, Ryutaro Morimoto, Naruto, Ran, Arioka Daiki, and Nakajima Yuto himself arrived at the café.

They saw Hana and Mika and were surprised. All of them sat on one table.

Risako welcomed them and got their orders. Yabu annoyed her again by saying, “Hey baby, we meet again.”

I’m pretty sure that Risako’s head was boiling in anger, but she was really good in controlling it. She continued to get the orders. Yuto and Chinen-kaichou, who was in her girl form today, designated me again to serve him. I’m noticed that Hana was really shocked, and maybe happy about it, but she remained silent. I’m sure that it was because of the president’s confession. They were seated very far from each other. Arioka and Yamada, who was not in his usual Naruto costume, did the same to Saki.

As soon as their orders arrived, they ate it and enjoyed. Kaichou stared at me for a while and whispered something to Yuto. I have no clue as of what he said.

Morimoto did not designate anyone. He just enjoyed the vanilla cake he ordered. His cell phone suddenly rang so he went outside.

He went inside again and pulled Mika going outside.

Yabu was in his usual happy mood. Kaichou and Hana were quiet. Yamada was enjoying the time with Yabu. Daiki was in his quiet mode while sipping his cappuccino and listening to music.

After a few minutes, Mika and Morimoto went inside again. Mika was looking very happy. I wonder if something happened…

I looked at the time. It was already quite late. The JUMP members stood up and left. Morimoto was looking quite lonely, Chinen looks like very deep in his thoughts, Yamada was laughing, and the reason of Yamada’s laughter, Yabu, said in a loud voice, “Till next time Risa-chan, my baby!”

Risako looked very disgusted. Saki was busy with her cell phone. I noticed that she was like that since this day.

Then the six of us went to the back of the café and did the things according to the plan. Risako let the other maids take over the place.

We sat down on the chairs. Risako asked, “What’s wrong Sawako? What was the thing you were trying to tell us?”

Very nervous, I told them, “Wait, I need to breathe first.”

As soon as I was done inhaling and exhaling, they remained silent, waiting for me to say something…

“A-a-a-actually, I live in Nakajima Yuto’s house…”

Saki’s mouth went open. Risako’s eyes went round and big. She exclaimed, “Oh my gosh Sawako, how old are you? Seventeen? And you’ve given up your…aaah! I can’t continue to say it! And since when did you have a relationship with this guy over here?!”

While laughing, Yuto said, “Things like that did not happen! You’re too advanced!”

I added, “There is no way that could happen. I would not simply give ‘it’, especially to this man!”

In her hysterical mode, Risako demanded, “Can you please give me a valid explanation of this madness?!”

I started to narrate to them the cause as to why I am living in Yuto Nakajima’s house right now…

“Well, my father and Nakajima’s father are best friends. When I decided to stay in Japan and live alone, my father was worried about me. He left me under the care of Nakajima’s father, Jirou-oji. Raiya-san was with us in the beginning too.

When Nakajima’s mother called, Jirou oji and Raiya flew going abroad. Well, it happened very fast. It was unexpected.”

As soon as I finished narrating, Risako said, “I guess the situation is under control. If something bad happens to Sawako, better run for your life Nakajima Yuto!”

Yuto replied, “Aye aye captain!”

I can see Hana and Saki getting along well. They were already laughing and sharing stories. Mika and Risako joined them.

Yuto went out for a while. He said he was going to buy Nikuman.

Hana gave invitations to Risako and Saki. She said, “I like the two of you! Please go to my birthday party! Sawako will be there too!”

Risako and Saki were thrilled. They said that they would attend.

I can’t believe how the four of them got along pretty quick. Indeed, it is true that the birds of the same feather flock together.

Risako asked Saki who she’s e-mailing with.

Saki said…

“Arioka Daiki…”

Author’s Note:

I apologize for not updating for 3 weeks Hontou ni GOMENASAI!!! I had a lot of exams, quizzes, and projects. College life is so busy. T____T

What can you say about this chapter? Good? Bad? Average?

By the way, I don’t accept requests for now. As much as I want to write for all of you, my schedule is forbidding me. T_T

If you want to leave some comments, suggestions, criticisms, or whatsoever, please leave them in the comment box!

I hope you liked this chapter! Please look forward to Chapter 14! ^_^

Thank you for patiently waiting! ^_^

SORRY FOR THE GRAMMATICAL ERRORS! I was very sleepy while typing this.


I do not own HEY SAY JUMP.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Experiences sa Pagiging Isang UP Min Freshman (Part 2)

~ Experiences sa pagiging isang UP Min Freshman sa mahigit kumulang na isang buwan.

  1. First time na na-depress dahil sa subject na PE.
  2. Nag “formal” debate for the first time in my life.
  3. Naging make-up artist. Nag experiment lang ako sa make-up. Hindi talaga ako marunong, promise. XDD
  4. Nakakita ng maraming lalakeng-babae sa AH4. XD
  5. Na-amaze sa isa kong classmate na para talagang babae. O_O
  6. May bagong expression nanaman ang BSCS Freshmen ngayon na “MAYA KA!” o, “Ikaw, ikaw, at ikaw, Illusion lang kayo!”
  7. Ang ibig sabihin ng “Maya” ay “Illusion.” According to our teacher, ang lahat ng bagay ay mga “maya” lamang. Kaya naman, “Illusion lang ang lahat!” XDDD
  8. Ang 1 vs. All na labanan ay laganap. :D
  9. Nag enjoy nung Acquaintance Party.
  10. Napinturahan ang mukha at nagging si Shrek ng panandaliang panahon.
  11. Nag-init ang ulo sa mga “princess” driver na over-pricing.
  12. Nakilala si Dora, Boots, Doraemon, Nobita, Swiper, Venus Raj, James Bond, Perry the Platypus, Naruto, Sasuke, at iba pang characters in ONE CLASS!
  13. Na-meet si “Sandara” na ang bati sa amin ay, “Hey Girl!” XDD
  14. May tinawag na isang subject na “FM”.
  15. Na-stress ng todong-todo dahil sa dami ng assigments, readings, at problem sets. T_T
  16. Na-expose and “deepest darkest secret” na hindi na secret ngayon. XD
  17. Na-umpog sa isang ikot jeep at naumpog rin sa sandigan ng isang armchair. Aray! T_T
  18. Nagpakain nanaman sa kawawang doggie.
  19. Unimon ng kape habang umuulan sa Atrium. O diba, bongga ang setting? Parang nasa commercial lang. XDD
  20. Na-overdose sa mga banats at cheesy lines.

Abangan ang PART 3 sa susunod na panahon.

Monday, July 18, 2011

Huwag masyadong lumaki ang ulo

Napansin ko na lumalaki na ang ulo mo. :) Baka lilipad ka na niyan sa skies. :))))))

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Vain mode~ ON!

LOL, sorry for this. XDD Please bear with me. :)))

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Life Lesson for Today...

Don't expect too much. If what had happened didn't turn out the way you wanted it to be, you'll end up being hurt and disappointed.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

The Great Disguise (Chapter Twelve)

The Great Disguise [HSJ Fanfic]

Chapter 12

The Invitation

“We’re old friends!” Arioka exclaimed.

With a confused face, Saki asked, “What do you mean?”

Yabu said, “These two guys have been keeping this place as a secret to us for two years already. How mean of them.”

“Now, remove your wigs.”

Much to my surprise, Naruto was actually Yamada Ryosuke and Ran was Chinen Yuri…

Their heads were bowed down. Chinen-kaichou said, “We’ve been found out by these three…” Yamada looked quite sad.

Yamada looked up to me and asked, “Sawa-chan, are you our classmate, Hayashi Sawako? You look a bit like her.”

I was left blank for seconds. I don’t know what to say, or what to do.

Yuto suddenly said, “No. She’s not Hayashi.”

Sipping the remains of his chocolate shake, Chinen said, “Yes, there’s no way they can be the same person.”

Yamada added, “Well, if you say so…”

I was relieved. He saved me this time.

With both her hands on her hips, Risako asked them, “So, would you still come here with those costumes?”

Yabu-san laughed and said, “Well my baby, I’ll try to tell these little boys not to.”

Raising an eyebrow, Risako stepped on Yabu-san’s foot and said, “Don’t you ever call me baby again!”

We just laughed at them. Arioka remained quiet. Yuto noticed it and said, “Daiki, you seem very quiet…Is there anything wrong?”

Arioka widely grinned and assured, “Nothing really. I was just thinking about some things.”

I swear I caught him looking at Saki for many times today. Well, maybe I’m just mistaken. Maybe I’m imagining things.

It was already closing time. The JUMP members went outside while Saki, Risako and I fixed the place.

I told Risako, “Yabu-san seems to have a liking on you!”

Rolling her eyes, Risako said, “Boys are always boys. He’s a flirty one. I know he’s just playing around.”

Saki added, “Yes, they’re so unpredictable. Their action usually does speak of lies.”

I was blank. I suddenly remembered everything that has happened between Nakajima and me.

It seems that Risako noticed it. She said, “Why did you get so quiet suddenly? Did something happen?”

I said to them, “I just want to ask you the reason that guys hugs girls…”

Saki answered, “Oh my Sawako, I know! Nakajima-kun hugged you!”

My eyes widened as I said, “Keep your voice down low! Shh… Someone might hear us!”

Risako shook my shoulders and excitingly asked, “So he hugged you already! I’m so excited for the two of you!”

I told them to lower their voices even just a little bit. Much to my dismay, they started to tease me to Nakajima Yuto.

Saki said, “Maybe he’s still outside, waiting for you!”

I rolled my eyes and said, “That’s impossible.”

Soon after we fixed the café, I changed into my uniform again and wore my disguises. I went out of the café with Risako and Saki.

Much to my surprise, what Saki said was right. He was still there.

I asked him, “Hey, what are you doing here?”

He said, “I’m waiting for you. It’s not safe for girls to go home at this very late hour.”

Risako and Saki giggled for a while and said together, “We’re going now, ufufufufufufu.”

I looked at him and said, “Hey, what the heck are you doing?”

He remained silent and continued to walk behind me. He didn’t bring his car this time too.

It was an awkward, silent moment between us. When we reached home, we ate dinner and went to our respective rooms.

He did not say a word to me. Not even a single word.

As soon as I went up the stairs, I didn’t notice that he was there. He pulled the collar of my shirt and drew me nearer.

I swear, I cannot breathe. He was looking to my eyes intensively. I want to move out of that position but I cannot move. My body is frozen from head to foot. In a cold voice, he told me, “Please allow me to hold your hand you for a moment.”

Then he held them.

I did not retaliate, and I don’t know the exact reason why. I can feel the shiver down my spine and my heart is beating very fast. I think he heard it. It was throbbing like mad.

After that, he released my hands. He walked away immediately.

I went directly to my room. My mind is not functioning properly. Because of that, I bumped my head on the door.

Lying in my bed, I was thinking deeper on the things that were happening. It was really confusing and complicated. I know that he is not interested in me, but why do I feel this way? It’s like; I always know whether he’s around or not. I am very much aware of his existence. My heart beats fast whenever he does odd things to me.

I wish that this is not love. I don’t want to love anymore. It’s a scary thing. It’s a feeling that I do not want to feel anymore.

But what is love anyway? I really don’t understand…

I know now, he’s just playing with me…

The next day, I went to school early. Hana and Mika were in one of the school’s benches.

I was surprised because Hana is not her usual self today.

As soon as she saw me, she ran towards me and exclaimed, “Saawaakoo!”

She hugged me as Mika approached us. I asked her, “What is wrong with this girl?”

“Lovestruck or maybe, she’s confused?” Mika said.

I was puzzled and asked, “What do you mean?”

Slowly, Mika told me, “Chinen kaichou confessed to her.”

I was so shocked by the sudden news. My eyes grew round. Mika told me, “Let’s continue to talk in the bench.”

As soon as we arrived, Mika told me, “I don’t know the full story myself. Hana was just about to narrate it to me.”

Hana finally said, “Okay, I will say it to you now…


Hana’s Narration:

It all happened last night. My parents invited Chinen to our house for dinner. I was happy of course, because I have my human doll to dress up.

Then, we had dinner. It was really a normal one. My parents invited Chinen to my birthday. It’s next week already. Chinen will be my escort, as what my parents decided.

Then after that, I invited Chinen to my closet. I said to him, “Chii-chan! For today, I will dress you up in cosplay!”

I dressed him up in all the cute cosplay clothes I have like Cardcaptor Sakura, Chii from Chobits, and all the frilly frilly clothes you can think of.

Suddenly, he put down all the clothes and wore his normal ones.

In a loud voice, he told me:

“You know what, Hana, I am so tired of this already! Please see me as a man sometimes. I am not a girl! Please, Hana…

It is because…

I love you.”

That was what he told me. I tried to laugh as I told him, “Chii-chan, don’t joke around!”

In a serious face, he told me, “No, I’m not joking.”

“Yes, you are.”

“No, I’m not!”

Then, he pulled my collar and drew his face nearer. The last thing I could remember is that his lips are touching mine.

I kept silent in the side and he walked going outside.

That was, my first kiss…


Mika and I stood there in shock. Hana was still not on her right mind after telling the story.

Mika patted her shoulder and told her, “That’s what you get for always playing with him!”

Hana whined and said, “This is not the right time to joke around Mika! By the way, your invitations are there.”

I saw two envelopes on the table. It was for Mika and I. It was invitations for Hana’s 17th Birthday Party. I opened it and read the contents…

Hana Yamamura’s 17th Birthday Party

5:00 pm-12:00 am

At the Yamamura Mansion

Please wear something formal and yellow.

See you there.

The birthday will be next week.

Mika asked Hana, “By the way Hana, do you like Kaichou?”

Hana sighed and answered, “I don’t know now, Mika.”

I can kind of relate to Hana. She’s confused of her feelings. It’s the same with my case with Nakajima.

In the middle of the silence, Mika said, “Follow your heart…Hana.”

To be continued…

Author’s Note:

Short Chapter right? XD

UWAAAAA. I am very sorry for the late update. T____T

My homeworks are endless and my exams are fast approaching.

I’ll be updating two weeks after.

What can you say about this Chapter?

Do you want Hana and Chii to be together? ^_^

By the way, I don’t accept requests for now. As much as I want to write for all of you, my schedule is forbidding me. T_T

If you want to leave some comments, suggestions, criticisms, or whatsoever, please leave them in the comment box!

I hope you liked this chapter! Please look forward to Chapter 13! ^_^



I do not own HEY SAY JUMP.

Screw (Hey Say JUMP) Lyrics

Screw (Hey Say JUMP~ Hey Say BEST) Lyrics


Anata ga ai o sasayaku toki
Sabishii kao o suru no wa naze
Mune ni himete iru
Koe o kika sete yo

Mado no soto no
Kazenooto ga
Boku o azawarau yo
Suki to tsubuyaita sono egao
Ni moji igai no sono kimochi

Boku ni oshiete yo
Sore o tsutaete yo

Aishi sugite omoi sugite
Kokoro Cho ri sakeru yo


Koi wa rurarura setsunakute
Rurarura tsumetakute
Ate no nai kono kimochi
Dakara rurarurarura
Rurarurarura misete
Kazoe kirenai kono omoi ga
Kuu o kiru

Dii-chan's V-log

Friday, July 1, 2011

College Life...

It was a stressful week. College is a difficult ride. You don't know actually what to study, you get confused from moment to moment, you're gonna be forced to do things you haven't really done before, and many more.

I get down from time to time, even though I try my best not to. Well, I think that its just normal. Its a human activity. XD

Honestly, I NEED SELF-CONFIDENCE to survive.

I miss my high school buddies and SYNDROME. <3

By the way, I'm thinking of getting a new hairstyle. Something nice but not too loud.

What hairstyle would suit me? hmm...


Saying it's okay when it's actually not okay...

Of course, you would do so because THEY WONT UNDERSTAND.