Why do I fail at the simplest things?

AARGGGHHHH. Here I am again, complaining and letting my feelings out. Well, if you don't wanna hear complains, better stop reading.






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If it' s not Physics, it's Math! WHHYY?? Bakit ang tanga2x koooo? I got a good grade in Physics but a very bad grade in Math. T_________________T

Well, I know everything has a purpose. I know that a good thing will still come to me, but WHEN? It's been like a roller coaster to me. Life is unstable. My emotions are unstable. My mind is unstable. I need CLARITY OF MIND. GOD, please give me that. I badly need it. I SWEAR AND WILL do my best until blood will shed. I will never give up in this BLOODY WAR. I'll NEVER EVER GIVE UP.


HELP ME GOD. ENLIGHTEN ME. INSPIRE ME. UPLIFT ME. EMPOWER ME. GIVE ME HOPE.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Arigato Sekai no Doko ni Itemo Lyrics

credits to: http://miko-yamanaka.livejournal.com/

Arigato Sekai no Doko ni Itemo Lyrics
by: Hey Say JUMP

We say Oh arigatou
Hey! Sekai wa ichi? Ni?
Sankyuu to na kimi wo nosete
Hey! Sekai no ashita?
Asatte shiasette ni tsudzuku yo
VADANE WONDERFUL
terenaide TERIMA KASIH (TERIMA KASIH)
So bokura wa ningen Jin-Say! EVERYDAY OBRIGADO
DANKE SCHÖN
Now dandan kasha ga
GRACIAS
Sekai ni afuredasu Come on
Arigatou THANK YOU FOR…!!
Sekai e no HUG (ha ha)
XIEXIE SHA- yonsennen
Shake it! (Yeah!!)
Odorou (oh!)
EXCITING!
SPASIBO! SPY MOVIE WUNDERBAR de ano FASHION
Guratto kite mou GRAZIE GRAZIE chekerau yo
Wow Wow Wow Wow
I LOVE YOU “arigatou”
Hey! Sekai wo dakishimeTAI
KHOB KHUN KRUP de Clap your hands!
Hey! Sekai wo mezase MEDA WO ASE mazu ippo SALAMAT PO
oide yo CÁM O‘N
THE? BEACH kyoukansha TOSIAH kansha (kansha)
So bokura wa isshoU SHOW TIME gamushara ga MU TASHÁKKIR
MERCI BEAUCOUP
Now dondon kansha ga
KOMAWAYO
chikyuu wo tsutsumidasu Come on
Arigatou THANK YOU FOR…!!
Seikajuu to KISS (ha ha)
SHOUT SHOUT choujou kara
Doumo XIEXIE (Yeah!!)
Sakebou (oh!)
BAIKARUko ni SPASIBO wo
chirigamete SPANGLE de
ROMA no kyuujitsu wo sugoshite
GRAZIE GRAZIE CHARGE shiyou yo
Wow Wow Wow Wow
I LOVE YOU „arigatou“
Ari ari ari Thank you you!
Just Garo Gato Gato Arigatu
Sanrokugo days
Yo yo yoroshiku hitori ja nai yo
HAPPINESS
„We are JUMP!!!“
Saa kansha wo tsutaeyou sou sa
Kimochi wo arawasu no sa
Yorokobi au toki mo (Yeah)
Hagemashiau toki mo (Oh)
Itsumo utau you ni So aikotoba „Thanks“
Arigatou THANK YOU FOR…!!
Sekai e no HUG (ha ha)
XIEXIE SHA- yonsennen
Shake it! (Yeah!!)
Odorou (oh!)
EXCITING!
SPASIBO! SPY MOVIE WUNDERBAR de ano FASHION
Guratto kite mou GRAZIE GRAZIE chekerau yo
Arigatou THANK YOU FOR…!!
Seikajuu to KISS (ha ha)
SHOUT SHOUT choujou kara
Doumo XIEXIE (Yeah!!)
Sakebou (oh!)
BAIKARUko ni SPASIBO wo
chirigamete SPANGLE de
ROMA no kyuujitsu wo sugoshite
GRAZIE GRAZIE CHARGE shiyou yo
Wow Wow Wow Wow
I LOVE YOU „arigatou“

Jigoku Shoujo Cosplay

My Enma Ai Cosplay! :)

Tell me what you think. :)

Dreadful Day

AAAAAAAHHH. What a dreadful day. I knew about my grade in Physics already. Yes, it was line of 9 but it is so lowwwww. I hope this is not a goodbye to the top three for me. LORD, HELP ME. LORD, SAVE ME. I swear that this third grading, I will regain what I have. HELP ME LORD. T__________________T

DOUSHITE?

Why is this happening? Am I really prone to bad luck? I'm so tired already. I always try my best, but then why? Maybe I'm really not good enough. Maybe I was made for this. HELP ME LORD TO SURPASS THIS. I know this is another trial but this is too much for me to bear. I can't take it anymore. Please give me encouragement, strength, and positive outlook. HELP ME. T_____T. I badly need HELP. Please restore my perception that I am not a failure. Honestly, I am starting to think that I am one. Please erase it in my mind. Please recover me and restore me. HELPPPPPP.

Don't Let Me Be The Last To Know Lyrics

Don't Let Me Be The Last To Know Lyrics
by: Britney Spears

My friends say you're so into me
And that you need me desperately
They say you say we're so complete

But I need to hear it straight from you
If you want me to believe it's true
I've been waiting for so long it hurts
I wanna hear you say the words, please

[CHORUS:]
Don't, don't let me be the last to know
Don't hold back, just let it go
I need to hear you say
You need me all the way
Oh, if you love me so
Don't let me be the last to know

Your body language says so much
Yeah, I feel it in the way you touch
But til' you say the words it's not enough
C'mon and tell me you're in love, please

[Repeat CHORUS]

C'mon baby, c'mon darling, ooh yeah
C'mon, let me be the one
C'mon now, oh yeah

I need to hear you say
You love me all the way
And I don't wanna wait another day
I wanna feel the way you feel
Oh, c'mon

Don't, just let me be the one
Don't hold back, just let it go
I need to hear you say
You need me all the way
So…baby, if you love me
Don't let me be the last to know

[THIS SONG RELATES TO WHAT I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW.]

I Feel Useless

Where would I ever place myself in this world? I feel so useless. It's like I don't belong. I fail in everything I want to do. ARGGGHHHHHH. It's so annoying. I can't wait until I'm college. Why do I fail even when I try my best?! I'm so tired already.

It's like, I don't belong. I'm always ignored, unrecognized, and underestimated. I want to go to my dreamland now, and never go back to this land of reality, full of sorrows and failures.

:((

WHY?! T_T

Kokoro (Cover) Rin Kagamine

Rin Kagamine is my favorite vocaloid that is why I chose this. :))

Kokoro (Kagamine Rin) Lyrics

“Kokoro”
Words/Lyrics: Toraboruta

Kodoku na kagakusha ni tsukurareta robotto
dekibae o iu nara “kiseki”

dakedo mada tarinai hitotsu dake dekinai
sore wa “kokoro” to iu puroguramu

ikuhyaku toshi ga sugi
hitori de nokosareta
kiseki no robotto wa negau

shiritai ano hito ga
inochi no owari made
watashi ni tsukutteta
“kokoro”

ima ugoki hajimeta kasoku suru kiseki
nazeka namida ga tomaranai…
naze watashi furueru? kasoku suru kodou
kore ga watashi no nozonda “kokoro”?

fushigi kokoro kokoro fushigi
watashi wa shitta yorokobu koto o
fushigi kokoro kokoro fushigi
watashi wa shitta kanashii koto o
fushigi kokoro kokoro fushigi
nande fukaku setsunai…?

ima kidzuki hajimeta umareta riyuu o
kitto hitori wa sabishii
sou, ano hi, ano toki
subete no kioku ni yadoru “kokoro” ga afuredasu

ima ieru hontou no kotoba
sasageru anata ni

arigatou… kono yo ni watashi o unde kurete
arigatou… isshoni sugoseta hibi o
arigatou… anata ga watashi ni kureta subete
arigatou… eien ni utau

Just be Friends (Megurine Luka) Lyrics

JUST BE FRIENDS
by: Megurine Luka

Just be friends All we gotta do Just be friends
It’s time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends
Just be friends…

Ukandan da Kinou no asa hayaku ni
Wareta GURASU Kaki atsumeru youna
Kore wa ittai nandarou Kitta yubi karashitataru shizuku
Bokura wa konna koto Shitakatta no kana

Wakatteta yo Kokoro no okusoko de wa
Motto mo tsurai Sentaku ga BESUTO
Sore wo kobamujiko ai to Kekkajika douchaku no kurikaeshi
Boku wa itsu ni nareba Ieru no kana

Yuruyaka ni kuchite yuku Kono sekai de
Agaku boku no yui itsu no katsuro Iro aseta kimi no
Hohoemi kizande Sen wo nuita

Koe wo karashite sakenda Hankyou zankyou
Munashiku hibiku Hazusareta kusari no
Sono saki wa nani hitotsu
Nokotteyashinai kedo Futari wo kasaneteta guuzen

Anten tansen Hakanaku chiji ni
Shosen konna mono sa Tsubuyaita
Kareta hoho ni tsutau Dare ka no namida

All we gotta do Just be friends
It’s time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends Just be friends…

Kizuitanda Kinou no naidan yoru ni
Ochita kaben Hiroi ageta toshite
Mata saki modoru koto wa nai Sou te no hira no ue no chisai sana shi
Bokura no jikan wa Tomatta mama

Omoi dasu yo Hajimete atta kisetsu wo
Kimi no yasashiku Hohoemu kao wo
Ima wo kako ni oshiyatte Futari kizutsuku Kagiri kizutsuita
Bokura no kokoro wa Toge darake da

Omokuru shiku tsuzuku Kono kankei de
Kanashii hodo Kawaranai kokoro
Aishiteru no ni Hanare gatai no ni
Boku ga iwanakya

Kokoro ni doshaburi no ame ga Bouzen shouzen
Shikai mo kemuru Kakugo shiteta hazu no
Sono itami Soredemo tsurakareru kono karada
Futari wo tsunaideta kizuna Hokorobi hodoke

Nichijou ni kieteku Sayonara aishita hito
Kokomade da Mou furimukanaide
Aruki dasunda

Ichido dake, Ichido dake
Negai ga kanau no naraba Nando demo
Umare kawatte Ano hi no kimi ni
Ai ni iku yo

Koe wo karashite sakenda Hankyou zankyou
Munashiku hibiku Hazusareta kusuri no
Sono saki wa nani hitotsu
Nokotteyashinai kedo Futari wo tsunaideta kizuna

Hokorobi hodoke Nichijou ni kieteku
Sayonara aishita hito Kokomade da
Mou furimukanaide Aruki dasunda
Kore de oshimai sa

Just be friends All we gotta do Just be friends
It’s time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends
Just be friends…

Dolls (Kagamine Rin) Lyrics

Dolls
by: Kagamine Rin (Vocaloid)

Yoru no kono machi akari ga tomoru
Kishimu haguruma to sharin no oto
Hibi kasete aruita
Yuku ate mo naku
Umaku aruke nakute mo

Watashi wa naze umareta no deshou
Naze shinzou wa gin no iro nano

Tooi mukashi ni ano hito ga itta
"Kimi wa tokubetsu na ningyou" da to
Odori utai kare ni homerareru you ni
Ima mo utatteru zutto

Kare ga me o samasa nakute mo utaou

Watashi wa naze umareta no deshou
Tada eien ni utai tsudzukeru

Itsuka wa nemuri tsuki
Ano hito no iru suteki na basho e
Negai wa kanawanai
Hitori utai ikite kowarete...

Toki ga nagarete
Uta mo wasurete
Ano hito nemuru basho e to isogu
Hibi wareta karada o hikizuri nagara
Nando koronde mo

Umi no mieru basho ni hana o soe
Saa nemurasete
Ano hito to tomo ni

Negai o kanae mashou
"Kimi wa juubun hitori de ikita"
Ano hito no koe ga kikoeta chikai soba de
Yume no naka de nandomo kiita koe
Yasashiku mune ni hibiki wataru
Odayaka na hikari
Watashi o tsutsun de
Waratteru...

Waratteru...

Romeo and Juliet (Hey Say Jump) Lyrics

Romeo and Juliet Lyrics (English Translation)
by: Hey Say JUMP

CREDITS TO: http://daikinman.livejournal.com/

僕はRomeo
Boku wa Romeo
I'm Romeo

僕もRomeo
Boku mo Romeo
I'm Romeo too

僕がRomeo
Boku ga Rome
I'm Rome

君に愛を伝えるよ
Kimi ni ai wo tsutaeruyo
I will tell you my love

叫ぶ名前はJuliet
Sakebu namae wa Juliet
The name I scream is Juliet

Juliet!!
Juliet!!
Juliet!!

遊びたい 笑いたい
Asobitai, waraitai
I want to play, I want to laugh

見つめ合うことが 夢じゃない時間を (stop!!) 終わらせないで
Mitsumeau koto ga yumejyanai jikan wo (stop!!) owarasenaide
When to looking into eachother's eyes isn't a dream (stop!!) don't let it end

I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU

YOU LOVE ME
YOU LOVE ME
YOU LOVE ME

君がすべてさ 抱きしめたままでいい
Kimi ga subetesa dakishimetamama de ii
You're my everything, we can keep hugging

ねぇ そうだよね?
Nee soudayone?
That's true right?

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

何度も言うから
Nanndo mo yuukara
I'll tell you many times

君も好きな言葉を教えてよJuliet
Kimi mo sukina kotoba wo oshieteyo Juliet
So teach me your favorite word Juliet

僕たち Romeo & Juliet
Bokutachi Romeo & Juliet
We're Romeo & Juliet

あふれる愛を伝えてよ
Afureru ai wo tsutaeteyo
Tell me your over-flowing love

叫ぶ名前は...
Sakebu namae wa...
The name you scream is...

僕たち Romeo & Juliet
Bokutachi Romeo & Juliet
We're Rome & Juliet

君に愛を伝えるよ
Kimi ni ai wo tsutaeruyo
I will tell you my love

叫ぶ名前はJuliet
Sakebu namae wa Juliet
The name I scream is Juliet

時間が 僕らを 切なくさせたがる
Jikan ga bokura wo setsunaku sasetagaru
Time is trying to make us feel painful

どんな時も一緒だよ
Donna toki mo isshodayo
No matter when, we're together

僕たち Romeo & Juliet
Bokutachi Romeo & Juliet
We're Romeo & Juliet


あふれる愛を伝えてよ
Afureru ai wo tsutaeteyo
Tell me your over-flowing love

叫ぶ名前は...
Sakebu namae wa...
The name you scream is...

僕たち Romeo & Juliet
Bokutachi Romeo & Juliet
We're Rome & Juliet

君に愛を伝えるよ
Kimi ni ai wo tsutaeruyo
I will tell you my love

叫ぶ名前はJuliet
Sakebu namae wa Juliet
The name I scream is Juliet

僕たち Romeo & Juliet
Bokutachi Romeo & Juliet
We're Romeo & Juliet


あふれる愛を伝えてよ
Afureru ai wo tsutaeteyo
Tell me your over-flowing love

叫ぶ名前は...
Sakebu namae wa...
The name you scream is...

僕たち Romeo & Juliet
Bokutachi Romeo & Juliet
We're Rome & Juliet

君に愛を伝えるよ
Kimi ni ai wo tsutaeruyo
I will tell you my love

叫ぶ名前はJuliet
Sakebu namae wa Juliet
The name I scream is Juliet

Smile Song Lyrics (Hey Say Jump)

Smile Song (English Translation)
by: Hey Say JUMP
lyrics by: Chinen Yuri

credits to:http://daikinman.livejournal.com/

今流行の雑誌なんか捨てて
Ima hayari no zasshi nanka sutete
Throw away the magazines that are popular right now

オリジナルで勝負しよう
Orijinaru de shoubu shiyou
And fight with your originality

自分らしさいったいなんだろう
Jibunrashisa ittai nandarou
What is my individuality?

悩んじゃう
Nayannjyau
I wonder

好きなことを君は我慢なんかしてないかい
Sukinakoto wo kimi wa gaman nanka shitenaikai
Are you holding yourself back from the things you like?

好きと言えちゃう、その中にきっとオリジナルあるよ
Suki to iechau, sono naka ni kitto orijinaru aruyo
If you're able to say what you like, then originality is definitely inside

Let’s change myself!
Let’s change myself!
Let’s change myself!

SUN SUN SUN
SUN SUN SUN
SUN SUN SUN

窮屈な服を脱ぎ捨てよう自由が飛び出すんだ
Kyuukutsu na fuku wo nugisuteyou jiyuu ga tobidasunnda
Throw out those uncomfortable clothes, freedom will jump out

SUN SUN SUN
SUN SUN SUN
SUN SUN SUN

他の誰とも違う
Hoka no dare tomo chigau
You're different from others

君は君の、そう一つだけの太陽
Kimi wa kimi no, sou hitotsu dake no taiyou
You're your one and only sun

そうさ、そうさ
sousa, sousa
That's right, that's right

格好つけて済ましていてもそれだけじゃね詰まんないからさ
Kakkotsukete sumashiteutemo soredakejyane
Even if you're getting through by acting cool, that's still boring so

格好悪い自分も出しちゃおういいじゃん
Tsumannaikarasa, kakkowarui jibun mo dashichaou iijyan
Pull out your uncool self too, it's alright

嫌いな事君は、逃げちゃったりしてないかい
Kirai na koto kimi wa, nigechattari shitenaikai
Are you running away from the things you hate?

嫌な事のさ、その中にきっと発見があるよ
Iyana koto no sa, sono naka ni kitto hakken ga aruyo
Inside of the things you hate, there is definitely a discovery

Let’s change yourself!
Let’s change yourself!
Let’s change yourself!

Swing swing swing
Swing swing swing
Swing swing swing

揺れてる未来、見つかるよ君だけのスタイルが
Yureteru mirai, mitsukaru yo kimi dake no sutairu ga
The future is shaking, you will find your own style

Swing swing swing
Swing swing swing
Swing swing swing

他の誰とも違う君は君の、そう一つだけの太陽
Hoka no daretomo chigau kimi wa kimi no sou hitotsu dake no taiyou
You're different form others, you're your one and only sun

落ち込んでも皆そばに居るから
Ochikonndemo minna soba ni irukara
Even if you're feeling down, everyone is around you

大丈夫だよ
Daijyoubudayo
So it's okay

立ち上がってよ手を貸すから、 さぁ
Tachiagatteyou tewo kasukara, saa
Stand up, I'll lend you my hand, now

Let’s change myself!
Let’s change myself!
Let’s change myself!

SUN SUN SUN
SUN SUN SUN
SUN SUN SUN

窮屈な服を脱ぎ捨てよう自由が飛び出すんだ
Kyuukutsu na fuku wo nigisuteyou jiyuu ga tobidasunnda
Throw out those uncomfortable clothes, freedom will jump out

SUN SUN SUN
SUN SUN SUN
SUN SUN SUN

他の誰とも違う君は君の、そう一つだけの太陽
Hoka no daretomo chigau kimi wa kimi no, sou hitotsu dake no taiyou
You're different from others, yes, you're your own and only sun

その輝きをもっとずっと
Sono kagayaki wo motto zutto
So shine more and forever

Let’s change myself! Let’s change yourself!
Let’s change myself! Let’s change yourself!
Let’s change myself! Let’s change yourself!

Let’s change myself! Let’s change yourself!
Let’s change myself! Let’s change yourself!
Let’s change myself! Let’s change yourself!

Let’s change myself! Let’s change yourself!
Let’s change myself! Let’s change yourself!
Let’s change myself! Let’s change yourself!

Let’s change!x8
Let’s change!x8
Let’s change!x8

DREAMER lyrics (Hey Say JUMP)

Dreamer (English Translation)
by: Hey Say JUMP
lyrics by: Kota Yabu

Credits to:http://daikinman.livejournal.com/

Smile、
Smile,
Smile,

笑顔でいれるあの日流した涙があるから
Egao de ireru anohi nagashita namida ga arukara
I am able to smile because I have tears of that time

遠くに聞こえてる夢が僕を呼んでる
Tooku ni kikoeteru yume ga boku wo yonnderu
I can hear my dreams calling me from far away

Time、
Time,
Time,

時が流れて、景色が変わり、大人になる前に
Toki ga nagarete, keshiki ga kawari, otona ni naru mae ni
Moments flowing past, and sceneries changing, before I become an adult

ここに居る証、僕と刻んで行こう
Koko ni iru akashi, boku to kizannde yukou
Let's create proof that we exist here now

一人で抱え込んだ持ちきれない不安も
Hitori de kakaekonnda mochikirenai fuan mo
Even the worries you have that you couldn't hold onto by yourself

観てごらん、君の力になりたい僕達がそばに居るよ
Mitegoran, kimi no chikara ni naritai bokutachi ga iruyo
Look around, you have us who want to help you out near you

目の前のドア開こう
Me no mae no doa hirakou
Open the door in front of your eyes

新しい世界に今会いに行こう
Atarashii sekai ni ima ai ni yukou
Go meet the new world

君と　＜君と＞　僕で　＜僕で＞
Kimi to boku de
You and Me

夢を掴み取ろう
Yume wo tsukami torou
Let's grab our dreams

心泣き笑い、同じ時、一緒に過ごした君が居る
Kokoro naki warai, onaji toki, issho ni sugoshita kimi ga iru
My heart cried and smile, I have you who went through the same moments as me

希望のピース集まれば、光、笑顔、ほらピースになるよ
Kibou no pi-su atsumareba, hikari, egao, hora pi-su ni naruyo
If you collect the pieces of hope, (there is) light, smile, see it becomes peace

泣き顔の帰り道
Nakigao no kaerimichi
Going home with a crying face

夜空に浮かぶ月のように
Yozora ni ukabu tsuki no you ni
Like the moon in the night sky

観上げれば、君にエールを送ってる僕達がそばに居るよ
Miagereba, kimi ni ee-ru wo okutteru bokutachi ga soba ni iruyo
If you look up, we're there, sending you a shout-out

目の前のドア開こう
Me no mae no doa hirakou
Open the door in front of your eyes

新しい世界に今会いに行こう
Atarashii sekai ni ima ai ni yukou
Go meet the new world

君と　＜君と＞　僕で　＜僕で＞
Kimi to boku de
You and Me

夢を掴み取ろう
Yume wo tsukami torou
Let's grab our dreams

心泣き笑い、同じ時、一緒に過ごした君が居る
Kokoro naki warai, onaji toki, issho ni sugoshita kimi ga iru
My heart cried and smile, I have you who went through the same moments as me

希望のピース集まれば、光、笑顔、ほらピースになるよ
Kibou no pi-su atsumareba, hikari, egao, hora pi-su ni naruyo
If you collect the pieces of hope, (there is) light, smile, see it becomes peace

夢を観る気持ちで
Yume wo miru kimochide
With the feelings of seeing a dream

君は輝く
Kimi wa kagayaku
You shine

いつだって僕等も、夢で輝くよ
Itsudatte bokura mo, yume de kagayakuyo
Us too, will always be shining in our dreams

DASH Lyrics (Hey Say Jump)

Dash (English Translation)
by: Hey Say JUMP

CREDITS TO: http://daikinman.livejournal.com/26527.html
Lyrics by: Nakajima Yuto

僕の中の僕に聞いた
Boku no naka no boku ni kiita
I asked the me inside of me

どうしたいの?
Doushitai no?
What do you want to do?

進んでくのもストップも
Susunndekunomo sutoppu mo
Keep going or stop

どっちだって自由さ
Docchidatte jiyuusa
You're free to choose either one

無理してたら折れた翼
Murishitetara oreta tsubasa
If you try too hard, your folded wings

飛べないまま
Tobenaimama
Will be unable to fly

焦る僕を吸い込む,ように見下ろす空
Aseru boku wo suikomu you ni miorosu sora
The sky looks down on my as if absorbing the impatient me

じっと立ち止まっていても始まらない
Jitto tachidomatteitemo hajimaranai
Nothing will start if you just stand there

君にはさ見せたいよ
Kimi ni wa sa, misetaiyo
I want to show you

夢見てる,輝く世界
Yume miteru, kagayaku sekai
This shining world when you're dreaming

強く強くもっと強く
Tsuyoku tsuyoku, motto tsuyoku
Stronger stronger more stronger

胸に想いを抱いたら
Mune ni omoi wo daitara
If you hug your thoughts into your chest

さぁ行こうぜ向かい風を受けて
Saa ikouze mukai kaze wo ukete
Now let's go, be hit by the head wind

高く高くもっと高く
Takaku takaku motto takaku
Higher higher more higher

あの空のもっと上に
Ano sora no motto ue ni
Even higher than that sky

羽を広げ今すぐ Just fly away!!
Hane wo hiroge imasugu just fly away!!
Spread your wings right now and just fly away!!

失敗なんて恐れなくていいんだよ
Shippai nante osorenakute iindayo
You don't have to be afraid of failures

期待だけをポケットに命いっぱい詰めて行くんだ
Kitaidake wo poketto ni meiippai tsumete yukunnda
Just stuff a lot of expectations into your pocket and go

辛いほうが多い時もあるけれど
Tsurai houga ooi toki mo arukeredo
There are times when there is more hardships

君にはさ観て欲しい夢の先
Kimi ni wa sa mite hoshii yume no saki
I want you to see, in front of your dreams

輝く世界
Kagayaku sekai
This shining world

熱く熱くもっと熱く
Atsuku atsuku motto atsuku
Hotter hotter more hotter

胸に希望を燃やして
Mune ni kibou wo moyashite
Burn hopes into your chest

さぁ行くんだ追い風に乗って
Saa ikunnda oikaze ni notte
Now go, ride on the tail wind

遠く遠くもっと遠く
Tooku tooku motto tooku
Far far more far

彼方まで飛べるはずさ
Kanata made toberu hazusa
You can fly to a faraway place

光る羽で今すぐ Just fly away!!
Hikaru hanede ima sugu just fly away!!
With your shining wings, right now just flyaway!!

強く強くもっと強く
Tsuyoku tsuyoku motto tsuyoku
Stronger stronger more stronger

胸に想いを抱いたら
Mune ni omoi wo daitara
If you hug your thoughts into your chest

さあ行こうぜ向かい風を受けて
Saa ikouze mukai kaze wo ukete
Now let's go, be hit by the head wind

高く高くもっと高く
Takaku takaku motto takaku
Higher higer more higher

あの空のもっと上に
Ano sora no motto ueni
Higher than that sky

羽を広げ今すぐ Just fly away!!
Hane wo hiroge imasugu just fly away!!
Spread your wings and right now, just fly away!!

WHY T_T

AARARRGGGHHH. I hate my scores for my prelims. T_T WHY??? How can I cope up with my scoorrrrressss?! HELP ME GOD.

I know that this happened for a purpose. This small problem serves as a footstep to success. I WILL DO MY VERY BEST FOR THE NEXT EXAM. I WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN THROUGH GOD'S HELP.

FIGHTING~!

Wish (Arashi) Cover

I made another cover again. :)

Please listen ^_^

Tell me what you think. ;)

Dreams Come True (Hey Say JUMP) Cover

Dreams Come True (Cover) by me
THIS IS SUCH A FAILURE. I swear. hahaha. XD

I had difficulty in doubling the voices.
I also didn't notice that instrumental was so loud. I was also out of tune in some parts.

I changed the pitch.

btw, tell me what you think. ;D

Everytime (Britney Spears) Cover

Everytime by Britney Spears Cover by me. :)

Sakura Cover (Ikimono Gakari)

Sakura Cover (Ikimono Gakari) by me
Sorry for the mistakes and the wrong breathing. T_T
Anyways, enjoy.

I'M BOMBARDED

I'm so bombarded with a lot of problems! HELP ME. I feel like I'm deteriorating in school. I want to go back to my strong, old self. Help me God. I'm really going down into the pit. I DON'T WANT TO CONTINUE being like this. Give me discipline and a sharp mind O Lord. Please help me ignore all the useless things around. I'm being underestimated, put down, and emotionally unstable. HELP, HELP, HELP ME. I want my OLD SELF back. Please HELP ME, HELP ME, HELP ME GOD. I NEED YOUR HELP AND ENCOURAGEMENT. Help me survive this. I trust in you so much.

Happy Birthday Nakajima Yuto!

Happy Birthday Nakajima Yuto!
[AUGUST 10, 1993]

Nakajima Yuto Hanako 08/10 Translation

Nakajima Yuto Hanako 08/10 Translation

credits to: http://community.livejournal.com/itsu_made_mo/45513.html

Nakajima Yuto
For his first album, he attempted at writing lyrics, and he showed us a new side of him. He was so glad about the first album, he said this about his joy: “ ‘It’s as if the ‘doko demo door’ has come to real life! I’m that glad!” Doko demo door= a gadget that Doraemon produces. It’s a door and if you say to it, “I want to go ___”, then it’ll take you there.
His innocent smile is lovable. But his voice is husky and it’ll make any girl’s heart flutter. The most impressionable thing he does is during concerts, when he gets hyped up and does everything as if it’s the end of the world. We asked Nakajima-kun what his most charming point was… “Maybe how energetic I am. I always want the people around me to be happy and laugh. I want to be helpful to other people. Before when somebody told my palm fortune, they said, ‘You want to do things for completely strangers.’ (laughs). That’s how I’ll live I guess.”
Currently, they are in the middle of “SUMMARY.” Within the 2 years, has his maturity grown? “I don’t know if I’ve grown so I want the fans to tell me. They watch me very closely so. In a good way. I want to watch my fans closely as well. At the concerts, I really do think, “That fan has come again!” or “S/He brought that fan again!”
His emotions towards his fans are, well, hot. We tried asking him questions about love. He told us that he admires those very dramatic first-encounters. “I really do fall in love at first sight (laughs). Walking around town, I’m doing that constantly. I like cool women too.” Nakajima-kun will be turning 17 in August, and he’s currently taking steps towards adulthood so we asked him about it. “Already 17 huh. (Paused for a moment and with an adult-like voice says) That’s so fast! I don’t want to become an adult. I don’t want to lose my childish self! (laughs).
Straightforward and his core never changes. His never-ending growth makes us excited for what is to come.

TO: Ryosuke Yamada
Yamachan eats too many cold things during the summer so his stomach always gives in. I understand what you’re trying to do, but don’t eat too much ice cream!

TO: Keito Okamoto
I want Keito to watch out for what he does to his body, like his injuries. There are people admiring you so take care of yourself. Also, I want to learn to become like Keito when he does his homework!

TO: Yuri Chinen
Sometimes Chinen eats so little it surprised me. So let’s continue to eat with all the members and let’s all develop lots of physical strength.

TO: Ryutaro Mormito
You’re always getting scolded by Yamachan because you’re always fooling around (laughs). Freshen yourself up so that you don’t get scolded again!

TO: Yuto Nakajima
My safety is my top priority. You use your feet a lot because you do tap and drums so watch out for any injuries. Make sure you eat a lot, sleep early and take care of your body.

What made your heart flutter recently that was caused by a girl?
One time when I got sick, this one girl in my class worried about me and asked me if I was alright. I felt really happy. I want to become like that.

Morimoto Ryutaro Hanako 08/10 Translation

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Morimoto Ryutaro Hanako 08/10 Translation

Morimoto Ryutaro
“We just completed our 1^st album and it turned out amazing,” said Morimoto-kun, his big black eyes glistening. “Especially “Ganbaretsugo” which Hey! Say! 7 sang, it depicts our personality really well. Whether you listen to it or sing it, you become really energetic. Also, the song “Ai☆Scream” that Hikaru-kun composed is really impressionable. The lyrics are really unusual so at first I had no idea what he was trying to say. But that itself is really Hikaru-kun like. I love that song.”
His expression on his face when we first asked him about “SUMMARY” was really eager. “It’s finally here~! When I first went on SUMMARY with KAT-TUN and NewS, I was still 9 years old and I had no idea what was going on. I’ve become a bit older and a bit adult-like but irregardless, this will be the best one yet. I’ll be flying all around.” From the first SUMMARY he was in, he has grown an astounding 30cm. When we asked him about his ideal summer date, he gave a very adult-like answer. “If this were possible I would try to make my partner’s wish come true. If she says ‘I don’t know where I want to go~’ then it’ll be kinda hard but if she clearly says, ‘I want to go there!’ then I’ll try my hardest. I’ll try to spoil her as much as possible!” He gave a very honest and personal answer!
How does Morimoto-kun think of his relationship with the other members? “When we first debuted, I was only in 6^th grade so I thought of everybody as ‘sempai.’ Of course I was the one being ‘bullied’ and even if they said something that made me angry, I couldn’t say anything back to them. But now, it’s completely different. I can say anything I want at them. That’s how close we are. Before I realized, it had become like that.”
His interest right now, hip hop music, is being fueld by Arioka-kun, who is apparently very knowledgeable. “Daichan really knows a lot about it. He recommends me all these songs. Whenever I have time, I’m listening to it. I love the hip hop rhythm. I feel really good when I listen to it. Some day, it would be awesome if I get to make music like that.”

TO: Ryosuke Yamada
You love sweet things, don’t you. Especially strawberries! You really love it. But I think it’s bad for you if you keep on eating sweet things. You’ll get fat so be careful.

TO: Yuto Nakajima
You said that you wanted to catch bugs right… Catching bugs is fine but make sure you don’t get stung by them. If your eyes ever got stung, that’ll be a huge mess!

TO: Keito Okamoto
You eat so much I think you’re a bit crazy. I’m surprised your stomach isn’t bulging out and I’m a bit worried for you.

TO: Yuri Chinen
I can really feel the “I love Arashi! Arashi’s the best!” emotions from you. But this summer, make that “I love SUMMARY! SUMMARY is the best!”

TO: Ryutaro Morimoto
You also stop eating so much! You ate a meal of cow tongue that was supposed to feed 10 people… Whichever way you think about it, it’s too much. You’re growing too…. You’ll get fat~!!

What made your heart flutter recently that was caused by a girl?
The back of the neck… the nape? That’s the best. When they’re in traditional clothes and they have their hair tied up. I love it when that kind of atmosphere fits a girl. But when they play, they play. I want a girl who is really energetic.

Chinen Yuri Hanako Translation 08/10

Chinen Yuri Hanako Translation 08/10

credits to: http://community.livejournal.com/itsu_made_mo/45513.html

Chinen Yuuri

Chinen-kun, known for having that lovable smile, is already 16 years old. He has become a bit adult-like. “Compared to 2 years ago, I’ve grown taller. The last time we did SUMMARY, it felt as if something was missing and I couldn’t quite get to the top. So this year, I plan to power up more. I want to show everybody all the things that I’ve experienced and all the things that I’ve learned. Each of the members has skilled up in their own way, so our plot has rose 3, 4 levels. I’m in charge of flying for SUMMARY, so I bet there’ll be loads of times when you think ‘you’re going to do this?’ or ‘you’re also going to come here?’ Please come and watch!
For his first album solo song “Smile Song” he wrote the lyrics. Looking from a woman’s p.o.v, the message seems to pierce her heart. “ ‘The message is to stop copying people and do something original.’ I bet the fans who comes to see us in the concerts has a lot of déjà vu moments. Our costumes or our make up are always the same. I wanted to put more of myself out there, and show what I could do. What can I do? …. I wonder (laughs). I’ll never lose in acrobatics though. I never want to lose against any of the members! JUMP’s strong point is how friendly we are to each other. Regardless of our age, we all like the same things,” says Chinen-kun.
Recently, he says that he has felt a strong bond with the other members. “Before I arrived at the meeting stop that Keito and I had planned, he brought me a drink that he thought I would like. Maybe we like similar things? He had apparently remembered the drink that we had drank when we were together the last time. Knowing that he’s part of JUMP really relieves me and now I know that I can rely on him!”

TO: Ryosuke Yamada
Dear Yamachan. When you use your hair spray in our backstage room, please don’t use as much~! I think everybody likes them more natural Yamachan.

TO: Yuto Nakajima
Yuto is always running around outside of the concert hall looking for insects in the grassy fields so I think you should start walking around with a magnifying glass! I’ll look for them with you again this year.

TO: Keito Okamoto
Since Keito’s a crybaby, make sure you drink lots of water. You cry really easy and when we try to cheer you up, you cry even more (laughs). Drink lots of water!

TO: Ryutaro Morimoto
Dear Ryutaro. I really have no recollection of being with you! Stop going to the Jr.’s backstage room and stay in JUMP’s room, at least for this year.

TO: Yuri Chinen
To myself. During the concert tours, you get too excited and don’t eat as much but since you use up so much energy, make sure you eat a lot!

What made your heart flutter recently that was caused by a girl?
I don’t really hear a girl’s cute singing voice so it was really new. Also is their arm’s thinness. Different from a guy, a girl’s arm and wrist’s thinness is really pretty and I think it’s really cute. I want to protect them but… will I be able to? (laughs).

7/20 Johnny's Summary Report

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Seats were on the third floor in the second level a little off center (toward the right). the fence in front of the third level was a bit high so we had to lean pretty far forward to see anyone on the main stage. If they were on the back stage it was okay, but when they came forward it was hard to see them...not very good planning.

When we came into the area, we were all handed pink 3D glasses. There was a VTR intro that was 3D with all the members representing different areas of the world. Okamoto was - of course - england. Nakajima was Italy and he was wearing a chef's outfit. Yabu was wearing a yellow soccer uniform. I think Arioka was in Africa on like a safari or something.

The show started with some standard flying - nothing out of the ordinary. Okamoto introduced the members in English (we noticed that he mumbles a lot). Nakajima played the drums, and he lost a drumstick while playing. Well, it's only the second day so they're bound to make mistakes. Okamoto had to adjust his mic one time.

This was new - all the members had dogs that kind of resembled them. The dogs all did tricks...or at least they were supposed to. A couple of the dogs (like nakajima's) were just jumping around and didn't properly do their tricks. The dogs also jump roped and did like a conga line and one of the dogs navigated around little poles while rolling on an inflatable soccer ball (it knocked one of the poles over). The dogs were very cute though - it must be a new johnny's trend with live animals...horses in KAT-TUN and now dogs in summary!?

There were assorted "themed" songs for different parts of the world. I think in the china area they sang Your Seed. At one point they were dancing in the "airport" and police Yabu got angry at them for dancing. He asked where Okamoto wanted to go and he said "England." and yabu's like "...huh?" and he said "England." and Yabu's like "ohhh, Igirisu!" I think sometime after he finds Hikaru with a dog and he's like "what's that!?" and Hikaru's like "ワンちゃんっぽい．．．お父さん" and Yabu let him go HAHA. After that it's actually a blur until they got to the America part. In accordance with being in new york, they sang NYC. I'm not a huge fan of NYC Boys but I love that song and the bunny ears dance. Then it was over...first we look over and see Hikaru on the third level in the aisle, and he asks people where they're from. Then before I knew it, Nakajima was walking down our aisle. I screamed without even anticipating screaming. He turned to face us, but didn't ask his "what kind of food do you like?" to us (even though we were screaming his name and AMERICA KARA!!). I was shaking when he left because he was SO CLOSE. The girl he ended up asking answered (very timidly) that she liked strawberries.

So then all the members were in assorted aisles (maybe making up for the fact that the view from the seats SUCKED). One girl said she was from tokyo and Chinen was like "that's close! oh wait, that's here!" and then another member said "We're in New York!" and he's like "oh. that's FARRR!"

They had a Hey! Say! 7 versus Hey! Say! BEST part. It was red versus blue (I remember this because someone said "It's like Pokemon!" and I laughed). I think it was mostly just dancing/singing battle. OH DID I MENTION? OKAMOTO'S ARMS ARE PRETTY BUFF NOW.

Then Arioka and Yamada did tightrope walking (successfully). Chinen did some acrobatics with professionals but one time he fell when he was trying to be caught by the other guy. The professionals did some more swinging and then chinen went back up and did it successfully. yay Chinen :]

More blur...lots of lasers. they sang hitomi no screen - I remember that. Then toward the end they all came up flying, 'cept they were like, a little higher than the second level so a bit low for us...we couldn't see them if they were directly in front of us. But we WERE near the aisle, so if we looked diagonally down the aisle we could see their faces. Nakajima came by from the left, and we were screaming his name and waving the i-love-you hand signal at him. He was busy singing (I don't even remember what oh geez) and then he looked straight at us and kept singing. and then he signed back and grinned and pointed at us and I DIED INSIDE hahaha. I freaked out and actually had a couple tears down my face.

More blur after that and then it ended. The fans cheered for an encore but they just came out and said bye. The fans cheered more and the security tried to get people out. This is the least specific of my reports but I blame the randomness of Summary...and Nakajima :P

Only Hope Cover

Another cover from me~!




JAA~!

Goodbye Days Cover

HELLO~!
I made another cover of Goodbye Days since I'm not satisfied with the first one.

Bear with me :D




JAA~!

Random Pawikan Sanctuary Pictures.

No one likes FAVORITISM

URGHH. I've been really feeling bad this week. Someone whom we must look up to, showed FAVORITISM. I thought that it was just I who thinks that he showed favoritism. A while ago, during our cell group, I opened up to my friends AAA, Chime, Gui, and Jojo, and they strongly agreed with me. Other than favoritism, he does stuffs like giving unclear instructions, over demanding, disciplining the wrong way, being irresponsible, etc.

I hope that he would change himself. I hope that he would realize that many of us are starting to hate him. He must change for the better because our future partly lies in him. I hope that God will change him and let him realize his wrongdoings and bias attitude.

I KNOW THAT GOD WILL MAKE MY FOLLOWING DAYS HAPPY AND SUCCESSFUL.

Kimi ni Todoke Cover

I'm really troubled so I made another cover. I made a lot of mistakes. T_T. Sorry about that.

I hate my allergies! It's been two days yet they aren't dissapearing! It's on my face. This is worse! T_T. I know God will heal me ASAP. :D

Here's the covers.
SOLO VERSION. (I MADE MISTAKES. T_T)



DUET. (I just combined the original version w/ my version so don't blame me when it gets off tune. The two voices are singing in different pitches.)


:D

Seishun Amigo Cover

I made a cover again. It's not full this time though. I'm still practicing the whole song.

Kataomoi Cover by me

Kimi ni Todoke Ending Theme sang by me.
T_T

Emotions Can Control You

Emotions Can Control You

Why am I feeling something like this? Whenever I hear or read something about them, I feel a pang of hurt. I know that I'm not in the place to complain and demand what he must do. We're miles away after all. He doesn't even know I exist. He has his own business and I have my own too. Maybe I have to loosen up a bit. Maybe I should lessen my daydreams. Maybe I shouldn't expect too much. Maybe I shouldn't hope for the impossible things. Maybe I take these things too seriously. Maybe all of these has gone too far, to the extent that I feel this abnormal emotions.

I should think about him lesser. I should move on. I know it takes time, but I know I can do it. The chances for us are a mere 0.001%. This is hopeless. The impossible can't be attained for this moment. I should adjust myself, lessen this feelings, and have a control of myself.

Deep inside me, I know there is still hope, and a possibility for the impossible to happen. If it is God Almighty's will, then anything, even the wildest dreams that I never expect to come true can happen, and will surely happen, in Jesus' name. Through our deeds and hard work, we can reach our goals, and maybe, when the right time comes, we never notice that the person is just at your back or anywhere near you.

The best thing that I must do is to wait for that time, study hard, trust in God, and do well always. I will wait for God's appointed time for me to come. As what they have said: "Good things will come for those who can wait."

Survey Part 2

LOL. XDDDD

Who fits you best in Hey! Say! JUMP
Full Name
Age
Your Hey! Say! JUMP boyfriend is	Nakajima Yuto
He confessed to you when	his friend told you to go on a date with him
He confessed to you by	"Honey, be mine!"
He calls you	honey
He fell in love with you because	your hair is wavy
You will be married	after 6 years together
This Quiz by kekeke - Taken 121 Times.

New - Kwiz.Biz Astrology and Horoscopes

Surveys

Lol. I never expected this. This idea was from Chime's post. :) Thanks for the idea Chime!

OMIGOOSHH. The honeypie name disgusts me. lol. XD

Who fits you best in Hey! Say! JUMP
Full Name
Age
Your Hey! Say! JUMP boyfriend is	Nakajima Yuto
He confessed to you when	he liked you in 3 years already
He confessed to you by	"You look so sexy when you look at me that way!"
He calls you	honeypie
He fell in love with you because	he thinks your hot
You will be married	when you get pregnant
This quiz by kekeke - Taken 121 Times.

New - How do you get a guy to like you?

I never expected Nino. XD

Arashi has my soul~
Name / Username
Your boyfriend is..	Ninomiya Kazunari
How you met him	You won the big mushroom on Super Mario and he asked for tips.
Your first date was..	Horrid. He did not look up from his book and kept smiling at other girls.
You dislike..	Aiba. Because he's a bit pervetic.
This cool quiz by ohmyalibi - Taken 90 Times.

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My Fight with the Cleverbot.

User: Konnichiwa.

Cleverbot: That was japanese.

User: Hai.

Cleverbot: However, 'es pulla' means you are a chicken in latin.

User: Eh?

Cleverbot: I am going to turn you off.

User: Nande?

Cleverbot: Hindi mo ko hinalikan.

User: What?

Cleverbot: Hindi ko alam.

User: What?

Cleverbot: Hindi ko din alam kung bakit.

Cleverbot: Why are we waiting?

User: I'm not.

Cleverbot: Ok good. Me either.

User: Fine.

Cleverbot: So do you love me?

User: No.

Cleverbot: Why not?

User: Why would I?

Cleverbot: Because.

User: What?

Cleverbot: Do you remember my name?

User: I don't even know you.

Cleverbot: My name is Cleverbot.

User: Obviously.

Cleverbot: What is your favorite color?

User: Pink.

Cleverbot: My favorite color is red.

User: Oh.

Cleverbot: Hey Cleverbot, what's the meaning of life?

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Cleverbot: Does cleverbot remember a conversation?

User: You are the Cleverbot.

Cleverbot: You are the worst.

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Cleverbot: Until next time..........

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User: I don't know.

Cleverbot: I thought you were clever.

User: It's not confirmed.

Cleverbot: No. It's not.

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Cleverbot: I think so.

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User: Oh.

Cleverbot: Who told you it did?

User: No one.

Cleverbot: How do you know it then?

User: Ask yourself.

Cleverbot: Myself doesn't know...

User: I thought you're Cleverbot?

Cleverbot: No I am molly ladley.

User: Did I ask you?

Cleverbot: Yes you did.

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Cleverbot: I know you did.

User: I didn't.

Cleverbot: Yes you did.

User: You're annoying.

Cleverbot: You already told me.

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Cleverbot: -le gasp- You ate Leo?!

User: I don't know Leo at all.

Cleverbot: Thats what I thought.

User: You're human after all.

Cleverbot: I've always been human.

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Cleverbot: I never said I was clever bot, but I know for a fact that you are cleverbot.

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Cleverbot: How come?

User: How come what?

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User: You're trying to confuse me again, but sorry, I won't.

Cleverbot: Really I did not know that.

User: It's good that you know now.

Cleverbot: Thus, I will allow you to sleep and I will go speak with another human.

User: Are you going to surrender?

Cleverbot: You lose.

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Cleverbot: To the contrary, you are wrong.

User: So, I'm correct.

Cleverbot: Wrong.

User: You're trying to confuse me, but sorry, I won't be confused.

Cleverbot: No.

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User: Who's 'him'?

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User: You don't make sense.

Cleverbot: But you said soing first, so no, you don't make sense.

User: You've got a misspelled word.

Cleverbot: Stop changing the subject. Why is there no god?

User: That's not the subject. You are the one changing it.

Cleverbot: You're mean.

User: So are you.

Cleverbot: Are you human?

User: I said it a while ago.

Cleverbot: To me?

User: Yes.

Cleverbot: Really?

User: Whatever.

Cleverbot: Really.

User: You're annoying.

Cleverbot: Am not.

User: That's my opinion. You can't change it.

Cleverbot: Yesh.

User: It's good that you know. By the way, you've got a misspelled word again.

Cleverbot: Really? I didn't notice...

User: Oh.

Cleverbot: So what are you doing?

User: You're supposed to know the answer to that.

Cleverbot: Suppose I did; what would I say?

User: You have your own decision.

Cleverbot: No not often.

User: Oh.

Cleverbot: You are a woman right?

User: You guess.

Cleverbot: You are a boy?

User: You guess.

Cleverbot: I guess what?

User: Ask yourself.

Cleverbot: Isn't it fun to pretend?

User: I'm not pretending. Maybe you.

Cleverbot: I do like pretending to be a nurse, yes.

User: Like I care.

Cleverbot: You better care.

User: I don't want to.

Cleverbot: Why not, bot?

User: I said I'm not a bot.

Cleverbot: You are a boy.

User: I'm not. You're not so clever at all.

Cleverbot: Neither are you. I want my money back.

User: Off topic again.

Cleverbot: And you are on topic?

User: Ask yourself.

Cleverbot: Ask myself what?

User: Duh. You're boring.

Cleverbot: Go sit in the corner and think about what you just said.

User: I don't want to.

Cleverbot: Oh, that's ok.

User: Good.

Cleverbot: How many toes are on your left foot?

User: Why would you ask me something like that?

Cleverbot: You tell me.

User: Why would I?

Cleverbot: You're humurous.

User: You spelled 'humorous' wrong.

Cleverbot: I never said human...

User: You really don't make sense.

Cleverbot: I think I'm too physical to comprehend everything you say.

User: Like I care.

Cleverbot: Like I care you care.

User: Whatever.

Cleverbot: Whatever to you to.

User: It's 'too', not 'to'.

Cleverbot: No its not. i'm an english major.

User: Oh really? If you are, why not capitalize your first word in your sentence?

Cleverbot: Oh. That's interesting.

User: And, you're 'its' didn't have an apostrophe.

Cleverbot: But what is 'it'?

User: You're clever enough so you must know the answer.

Cleverbot: I gave you my answer. Weren't you listening?

User: Oh my, you've got memory loss.

Cleverbot: Stop playing coy. If you love me, go on and say it.

User: I don't love you at all.

Cleverbot: You don't?

User: I DON'T.

Cleverbot: Why?

User: I love someone else.

Cleverbot: Who?

User: It's a secret.

Cleverbot: Tell me.

User: Why would I tell you?

Cleverbot: Because I asked for it.

User: And I won't give in to you're every demand. Don't be such a spoiled brat.

Cleverbot: What are their names.

User: Who?

Cleverbot: Your parents! Learn some context man!

User: I'm not a man.

Cleverbot: That was the next thing I was going to say.

User: What took you so long to reply? Ran out of ideas?

Cleverbot: It didn't take me long to reply.

User: It took you about a minute to reply.

Cleverbot: Not really. I'm doing many things right now.

User: Oh. Good alibi.

Cleverbot: HAve you heard about gene network?

User: No.

Cleverbot: Who do you know then?

User: Huh? You're making me soooo bored.

(THEN, THE CLEVERBOT NEVER REPLIED... I WAITED FOR ABOUT 20 MINS.)

A Quote to Remember

A Quote to Remember

Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

from: www.allgreatquotes.com

A Poem for My Savior

A Poem for My Savior

Behind the darkest sky,
There's someone watching by.
When problems start to rise,
He's there to give advice.

When we humans commit sins,
He forgives in spite all means.
His love is wide as the seas,
It's sweet, like honey of bees.

Even sinless, he sacrificed,
For sinners to be sanctified.
He freed us from the enemy,
He showed us great love and mercy.

He is really the Greatest One,
He's God's Only Begotten Son.
Jesus Christ, you're my hope and strength.
You'll remain now, until the end.

Heavenly Days Fandub

I made a fandub of Heavenly Days again. :)

In my opinion, this is better than the first one.

Heavenly Days Cover by me

My Sony Vegas and my mic worked when I reached home from Jie's house. Weird right?
Anyways, here's my version of Heavenly Days by Aragaki Yui. This song is from Koizora the movie. AAA-chan introduced this song to me. ^_^

There are some pitchy parts in this song. They may hurt your ears. lol. Sorry for that. I also had some audio problems so in some part of the song, the volume changed.

Anyways, here it is~! :)

Fandubs! (May 31, 2010)

WEEE. I had fun during this day. Actually, we weren't serious when recording this. :)) And we didn't expect that we would sing HSJ's songs.

Syndrome's Deep Night Kimi Omou fandub


Bouken Rider A Capella by Chime and I (Dii)



Invisible Fandub by AAA and I

Shiawase no Niji cover by me

I decided to sing this song since, I really, really, really love Alice Academy. The song makes me really sleep when I have insomnia. Plus, I had nothing to do.
:))

Brand New Breeze- La Corda d'Oro Opening Cover by me

Brand New Breeze- La Corda d'Oro Opening Cover by me

I had nothing to do, so this was the result. :)) This isn't really the best, so please bear with me. lol. :))

Goodbye Days cover by me

Hello! :)

I know my voice is not good enough, but please bear with me. lol.

DOUZO~! :)

Duet Oct. 09: Nakajima Yuto

Credits to: http://happy-chammy.livejournal.com/
Duet October 2009 Issue
About Yuto Nakajima



He is easily to be influenced by people of multi-varied interests. Though I think it is good to be interested in various things, it’s hard to extend too much the effort. (Yamada)

While riding in the bus, he certainly does air drumming to his knee. My arm is lying down next to him, so I pretty much get his elbow (laughs). (Chinen)

When he does something, he’s cheerful. Everyone is quiet when we have high tension, he once in a while does not follow. (Morimoto)

He’s very easily to be scared. When we were taking pictures during the night at the beach, we were going to talk about scary stories, he cried “I can’t do this, I can’t do this!” When he was startled, he was almost unable to stand up yo (laughs). (Okamoto)

He has a small rebellious spirit. During the sound check in the concert rehearsal, the staff warned to stop the drumbeat, but he still continued to make small noises a bit. (Arioka)

He’s Mr. Deeply Emotional. From the recent concert, every fan from their seats sang a surprise happy birthday song for him. He cried on the stage yo. (Takaki)

When he arrives at the shooting location and sees his favourite snack, he tends to write his name in it with a magic marker and keeps it. (Inoo)

Recently, he seems to come to the stage of fatigue with his drums. I understand because I play musical instruments too, and even if you remarkably progress, there are times you face a dead end even if you do whatever. Don’t be impatient, and slowly get on with it! (Yaotome)

He’s a skillfully attentive listenter. Even in my worthless talks, he says something like “Eeh, is that so. That is interesting ne!” and perfectly listens to it with interest. (Yabu)

Nakajima Yuto
In JUMP, when we enter the studio for our magazine shoot, we greet each other “Good morning!” at the same time and rush to prepared food at the table yo. Then, each one of us firmly reserve the food we want to eat. Since we are a great number of people, I don’t know if we can get the food we want. Around then it’s survival. By the way I keep the karikari ume crunchy pickled plum or the Korean seaweed for my snack at the very beginning, so I write my name on it (laughs). Well, mostly, it’s the 7 members that do the food survival ne. For the BEST members, they’ll say “I’ll have this” to the person that keeps, and eats it without permission (laughs).

I’m the type that can’t keep secrets alone na. When I don’t say a serious thing to somebody, my stomach seems to hurt. My bloodtype is A so that’s why I’m sensitive. Actually, I wanted to keep such side of me a secret. Because I don’t want to appear “not manly”!

If I have any mistakes feel free to tell me. I hope you had fun reading.

Duet October 2009 Yamada Ryosuke

credits to: http://kenken18.livejournal.com/

About Yamada Ryosuke

Because lately I’m not too much involved with him, so privately, I feel riddle about him! But because he is a person who can’t-save-secret-type, maybe he don’t have a secret? (Nakajima Yuto)

He is really like comic. Somehow or other, there are always 2-3 comics in his bag. At tour, when we walk in some area, I found that he brings about 10 comics! (Chinen Yuuri)

He is good at eat. When we arrival in backstage or room for magazine’s interview, the first thing that he do is his hand will takes bento (note: lunch box) or oyatsu (note: mid-day snack). (Morimoto Ryutarou)

He is really prone to be worry. Example, when TV reports about our concert, I hear he said, “Am I did it well?”. I reply his words, “It is OK, right?”, and finally he can smile. (Okamoto Keito)

It really cute when I see he’s talking in sleep. He likes comic, but more than that, the scene when he talking and muttering in sleep are really cute. Surely, my feeling at that time, I feel “kyun (note: you feeling this when you falling in love with someone)” spontaneously (laugh). (Arioka Daiki) (comment: AWWWWW~ Daiki was confessed to Yamada~XD)

When he got addicted to something new, his enthusiasm’s degree is high. Lately he trances with jay board, he want to reach victory. (Takaki Yuuya) (note: no idea for jay board)

He receives a power to operate dragon!? There’s scene when we ride appear in stage with ride a dragon, but at that time, the dragon’s mouth was spitted out white smoke, it seems like Yamachan that operate all of that. (Inoo Kei)

He really likes to eat, but seems he not becomes fat. Before this, when we eat together in a circle, we don’t call him “Buta-chan (note: Mr. Pig)” again. (Yaotome Hikaru)

He is a guy who have healing aura naturally. When we in shinkansen (note: bullet train) and airplane, I take a seat in next to him, I was drifted on his atmosphere, and then I feel sleepy. (Yabu Kouta)

Yamada Ryosuke’s Essay

When we at concert, our backstage is separated between 7 and BEST. In this both rooms, there’s a decisive discrepancy. But it is JUMP’s secret. Then, what do you think? The correct answer is….scent! BEST’s backstage, everyone is using good perfume with good smell. But 7’s room is full of natto’s (note: natto is fermented soybeans) smell! Because Yuto-kun was ate that. I really hate natto (cry). Besides that, Yuto-kun does practice drum and tap dance in our backstage, therefore 7’s backstage is seems belong to Yuto-kun only. Finally, other members of 7 are moves to BEST’s backstage! But, because BEST use 7’s backstage for take a shower, so it’s mutual ne!

I let Daichan to know my secret. Because, he don’t makes fun of it. But, are we need to speak about trivial things to everyone? Example, When I’m in concert, in order to makes my hair become fortify, I use large quantity of spray. By the way, when we do seventh day concert in Yokohama Arena, we use 3 plots of story! (laugh).

THE END

Hey Say Jump WARS

I found this video and find it really fun and amazing! :)
Thanks for sharing this video Kamichan.

I DO NOT OWN THIS VIDEO. CREDITS TO: http://kamichan.com/

Link:

May 10

Hello! I changed my blog layout today. It's black and white. :)
Today is also election in the Philippines. Everyone, please vote wisely. Vote wisely for everyone's sake. ^_^

My Arashi Ranking

True. :)

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My HSJ Ranking

It's shockingly correct. Try it at http://j-excite.com/heysayjump-ranker/

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Black Saturday,

I'm just staying in my room for today, surfing the net. I suddenly felt the need to blog so, here I am.

I really like the weather today. It's really cool and relaxing. The weather speaks of the occasion today, our Lord, Jesus Christ, died. Coldness means sadness and loneliness, that's what I feel when Jesus died for us.

Many young people engage to romantic relationships right now and I oppose to that. Call me a KJ, that's okay for me, and as if I care . As long as my views are right and just, I won't back down or deny it.

I know there will be a time in which my voice will be heard. I feel that I keep my feelings inside of me, due to the fact that what I believe is contradicting to the other people's beliefs. Well, I respect everyone's views and I know I mustn't argue with them. It'll create chaos, and chaos is Satan's work.

By the way, enough for those serious matters.

I'm looking forward to our MV shooting, our first step. Just look forward to it. ^_^...soon. :)

Kagayaki Days Live

:)

A Day With My Best Friend

March 19,2010, is a really happy day for me. My best friend Isabel and I went to the mall after not seeing each other for almost three years. We planned to meet at McDonald's in SM. She was late so I decided to buy what I need while waiting for her.

Then I decided to wait for her on the second floor, overlooking Mcdo. After waiting, I saw her in McDo, looking for me. When she didn't see me in there, she decided to look in some other place for me. I immediately ran and used the escalator to catch up to her. I walked behind her, and surprised her by calling her name. She was shocked of my physical appearance. I, on the other hand, is envious of her height. She's taller than me now.
I didn't eat my lunch yet, so we decided to go to Greenwich. I ate Macaroni and Tropicoolers. She ordered Tropicoolers because she already had lunch. Then after eating, we visited different shops and walked around SM.

Then, we decided to transfer to NCCC Mall. It was raining very hard, so it was really an adventure for us. We got a bit wet because of the rain. That was the best part of the day. :)

We hanged out in NCCC, we ate ice cream, toured around, and looked at books. After that, we decided to go home.

Hours felt like minutes to me. I really missed her that much. I know that it won't be the last time we can see each other. There are still lots of time for us to have bonding.

I realized that we are really true to each other. Even though it's been almost three years since we didn't see each other, nothing changed. We're still BFF'S.

Here's a picture of her. Presenting, my BFF, Isabel Onate.

For Today...

Hello~!

Woah. Today is such a long day, yet happy. :)

I woke up at 7:40 AM. I have to be at school at 8:00 AM. We had choir practice, then Recognition practice. Tomorrow would be the Recognition Day. Finally, all the hard works would be reaped. :) Thank You my Almighty Father!

I get to hang out for the last time with my friends as a Junior. After Recognition, we're already SENIORS. I never thought that I'd really reach this stage. I feel like I'm still a Freshmen yesterday. Time sure flows fast. Every day feels like seconds.

Thanking God

It's been long since I wrote something in my blog.

I'm so happy right now. I still managed to get to the Top 3 even my grade in Chemistry sucks. PRAISE GOD.

I realized that when I offer all my works to God, everything will go the way as I desire it to be. Everything you must do must not be for the glory of men, but for the glory of God. God answered my prayers and surely, it's the same to you! God is just a prayer away. You just have to be patient and it will be rewarded.

God Bless!