DOUSHITE?

Why is this happening? Am I really prone to bad luck? I'm so tired already. I always try my best, but then why? Maybe I'm really not good enough. Maybe I was made for this. HELP ME LORD TO SURPASS THIS. I know this is another trial but this is too much for me to bear. I can't take it anymore. Please give me encouragement, strength, and positive outlook. HELP ME. T_____T. I badly need HELP. Please restore my perception that I am not a failure. Honestly, I am starting to think that I am one. Please erase it in my mind. Please recover me and restore me. HELPPPPPP.