Wednesday, June 29, 2011
My thoughts regarding Morimoto Ryutaro's suspension
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
People Change
I'm going to end this post here. I just want my feelings out.
Random Post
How would you feel if people take credit of your ideas? It's so annoying right? Right now, I realized that I must not be too kind. Being too kind makes people abuse you. It's okay to share my ideas, but they shouldn't claim it as theirs. I feel sad for the scientist who didn't get credits for their work. Instead, the undeserving scientists did. Well, at least God knows what they are doing and still, they are the best in His eyes.
Good thing I have good anger control. I went out in the grassy green areas of the school and let nature soothe me. I couldn't bear listening to those people while claiming my ideas anymore.
And another thing that bothers me...
Why do I feel ugly all the freakin' time? I really want to stop looking at myself negatively, but it is hard. I admit that I am an insecure person and I need to change that.
Maybe this is the cause of the hormones in me. Well, here I go with scientific reasons again.
You know, I don't feel appreciated. It's like, I'm always neglected in the side. I feel very down. Maybe I'm too paranoid to think that way? or maybe, what I'm feeling and thinking is the fact INDEED.
Monday, June 20, 2011
Experiences sa pagiging isang UP Min Freshman.
1. Nakasakay ng HH (habal-habal) papuntang school.
2. Napaso sa tambutso ng HH.
3. Dahil doon, nag Pri-princess na ako. Na trauma na ako sa HH.
4. Sumasakay pa ng Ikot jeep papuntang Kanluran building.
5. Nalaman ko na may dahon pala ang babang parte ni Oble (seriously, never ko tinitingnan ung lower part nya.)
6. Naglakad ng 900 m galing Kanluran papuntang CHSS. (900 meters ba yun?)
7. Naglakad ng malayo para makarating sa Kalimudan para kumain at magpaphotocopy.
8. Pina sample na kumanta sa buong klase (nakakahiya talaga yun).
9. Nagstastambay sa Library pag free time kasi walang classroom.
10. May adventure every PE day kasi malayo ang HKC. Naputikan din ng bongga ang sapatos ko. XD
11. Natakot sa isang tuta na nasa Kanluran.
12. Gumawa ng Myths tungkol sa mga statwa na nasa Kanluran.
13. Nabasa dahil sa napakalakas ng ulan at sumilong sa Atrium.
14. Nagkaroon ng teacher na may “British Accent”. XD
15. Na culture shock ng bonggang bongga.
16. Nagkaroon ng bagong friends.
17. Masaya ako dahil maraming anime addict sa Bloc namin. XDD
18. Na meet ung mga up-class galing sa aming high school. :)
19. Kinabahan kasi nakalimutan ang Form 5 nung NSTP. Mabuti nga na hindi chineck ng teacher.
20. Na amaze sa isang teacher kasi nice ang heels nya. Iba-iba everyday. XD
21. “MGA BAMBOO KAYO!” ang favorite line ng BSCS freshmen. XD
22. Naging ka look-alike si Vice Ganda sa AH4. Wala kasi akong ibang maisip na look alike. Sabi ng isa kong classmate na Vice Ganda nalang daw, so yun. :)))
23. Naka-meet ng upclass na fan din ng Hey Say Jump!
24. Na shock sa invitation galing sa isang activist group. T_T
25. Nabaguhan kasi walang librong gagamitin.
26. Dali-daling nag take down ng notes kasi mabilis ang slideshows.
27. Nag extract ng DNA for the 2nd time sa MST5.
28. Nag nosebleed sa mga articles na napakahaba at napakahirap intindihin. :D
29. Natakot na habulin ng mga baka na nadadaanan papuntang HKC, kasi naman, maroon ang aming jogging pants.
30. Napahiya sa klase. Promise, never na talaga yun mauulit.
31. Naka meet ng kawawang aso na pinapakain namin tuwing Lunch Time. :)
32. Iba’t ibang klaseng tao ang na-encounter ko. May mabait, may masungit, may lingaw kausap, etc…
33. Feel ko na “I’m one with the nature”. XD
34. Na-feel ko na talagang na miss ko na ang high school teachers and friends ko, lalong lalo na ang Syndrome. :’(
35. Kailangan ng disiplina at advance studying. At syempre, dapat palaging nagbabasa.
36. Iba talaga ang HS sa College. Ang paraan ng pagtuturo sa kolehiyo ay mahirap at hindi “spoon-fed” tulad ng sa HS. Nakapakaraming asignatura ang dapat gawin, at hindi pa pwede paki-usapan ang Prof. tungkol sa deadline. Kailangan mong matutong “mag-survive” at mag aral ng mabuti. Kailangan din ng time management at balanse. Kailangan maging flexible sa lahat ng bagay at hindi dapat maging maarte. Kailangan ding makipag-friends sa iba.
YUN LANG ANG MASASABI KO SA NGAYON. Sigurado akong mas higit pa ang pahirap na aking mararanasan sa mga susunod na araw. Pero, sa tulong ng Panginoong Diyos at pag-aaral ng mabuti, samahan na rin ng suporta ng pamilya at mga kaibigan, alam ko na kakayanin ko ito at malalampasan ko ang pagsubok sa aking biyahe sa pagiging Iska. Sana hindi ako mawalan ng pag-asa kung papalpak ako. Panginoon, bigyan niyo po ako ng talino at tatag ng loob.
Kung nababasa man ito ng kapwa ko Isko/Iska, gawin natin ang lahat ng bagay sa abot ng ating makakaya. Gawin natin ang lahat para maka graduate “on-time”.
Gambatte sa ating lahat! :)
Saturday, June 18, 2011
The Great Disguise (Chapter Eleven)
The Great Disguise [HSJ Fanfic]
Chapter 11
Sand Castles of Yesterday
After that, I immediately ran outside. Yuto was at the coffee table.
I told him, “I’m not leaving, Nakajima.”
I don’t know what had gotten into his mind. He stood up and hugged me.
My heart was throbbing fast. I don’t know what the exact reason was. His long arms were all around me.
I heard him say the word, “Thank you, Sawako…Dai-”
“Dai…Dai…Daiki will be calling me any minute from now…”
He broke the hug and went away.
Why did he hug me in the first place?
Honestly, during that moment, I thought about the possibility that he’ll say ‘daisuki.’ How foolish I am…
It felt awkward, so I said to him, “Uhmm, Nakajima, I’m going in my room now…”
He just nodded in reply.
I lied down on my bed and thought about the thing that happened a while ago. In my seventeen years of living, it was my first time being hugged by a boy, except for my father of course.
Maybe he was just playing with me. Well, you’ll never know boys. They can be the most pretentious people on Earth.
I decided not to think about the thought already and tried forget about what happened. I made my homework and tried to sleep.
The next day…
I decided to leave the house very early. I don’t like the idea of Nakajima and I, going to school together. I wore my disguises and went to the kitchen. After drinking milk and eating two loaves of bread, I walked along the road and decided to stop by the nearby park because I still have lots of time.
I sat on the swing and started to read a book. Then, I saw two kids playing on a sandbox, one girl and one boy. They were making a sand castle.
The boy said, “Ne, when I grow up, I will live in a castle like this and make you my queen!”
The girl replied, “Sugoi! I always wanted to live in a big castle!”
How innocent kids are. They are just carefree and they don’t really have to think about serious and complicated things.
I thought if Nakajima and I were also like that before. I wonder if we were just like our innocent selves. I wonder if we never really thought about complicated stuff.
Suddenly, the top of the sand castle got destroyed. The girl exclaimed, “Our castle is ruined! What are we going to do now?”
The boy tried to fix it, but he failed. The girl stood up and came to me. She asked, “Onee-chan, can you help us fix this part?”
I stood up and went to the sandbox. I said, “I’ll try.”
I held the sand and formed the upper part, but it still keeps on deforming. The three of us helped each other, but we were still unsuccessful.
Then someone went near us and started to form the sand castle. He had smooth big hands. He formed the sand castle without any difficulties at all. Of course, he was Nakajima.
The two kids were really happy and said, “Arigato Onii-chan, Onee-chan!”
Yuto dusted of his hands and smiled at the kids. The girl asked, “Onii-chan, are you used to making sand castles?”
He replied, “Yes. We used to stay in this same playground and I’d make the sand castle alone. My friend really sucks at it, until now.”
The boy said, “Sugoi onii-chan! I wish I’ll be as good as you!”
Yuto patted the heads of both kids and said, “We’ll be going now. Ja-ne~”
As soon as we left the park, I asked him, “What are you doing here?!”
Putting his bag on his back, he said, “I decided to walk going to school today.”
Raising my eyebrows, I said, “Seriously? You’re not driving?”
Showing his crooked teeth, he leaned and whispered in a mischievous voice, “It’s just a walking distance, and don’t you want to walk with me?”
I shivered and exclaimed, “Don’t do that ever again! And excuse me, I can walk by myself!”
Grinning naughtily, he placed his arms on my shoulders. I reacted and tried to remove his arms. He resisted and drew me nearer. I loudly exclaimed, “What the heck are you doing?!”
He replied, “We’re childhood friends right? We used to make sand castles together, and you sucked a lot.”
I was right. I was the kid who he was referring to a while ago.
I said to him, “Are you really planning on getting me killed? I still want to live, for goodness sake!”
He finally removed his arms around me and said, “Okay, but you can’t escape when we’re inside the house.”
I suddenly felt a sudden chill. The way he said it was quite scary.
I walked ahead of him with my head more confused now. Is it okay with him to be walking with an ugly girl like me?
He was still behind me. I made sure that the distance between us is at least two meters.
My head is in confusion. His actions are totally weird. He suddenly hugged me, placed his arm on my back, and the other actions. Maybe it has no meaning. Maybe he wants to bring back our friendship during the past times which I can’t remember.
I arrived in school and went to change into my indoor shoes. I read a note that says.
“Sawako, look around. Be careful. Your knight in shining armor may not be with you.”
Of course, I know its Ren. The handwriting says it all. I don’t know what he is planning to do, but I’ll be more careful from now on. I wonder when I can be free from him.
I threw the paper on the garbage can.
I went inside the classroom and was greeted by Mika and Hana. Mika said, “Hey, we heard news!”
Hana looked at me maliciously and whispered, “I heard that you were about to leave abroad, but Yuto-kun is able to stop you…”
I was surprised that they knew about it. I defended myself and said, “He has nothing to do with it, I swear!”
Of course, all they did was to release evil smirks.
Then, Yuto arrived. He greeted us a good morning. Mika said, “He seems to be in a good mood.”
Placing her hands inside her pockets, Hana said, “Of course, he has an inspiration. Just make sure the two of you don’t get caught.”
I was like, how did they know about the news? I don’t even show any interest to Nakajima. I even look disgusted with his presence all the time.
In a very low voice, Mika asked me, “How about Yama-chan now? Are you going to treat him as trash?”
I replied, “Like what I said before, I am not interested in any of them.”
Mika looked around asked, “Hey Hana, have you seen Chinen Kaichou? He seems to be late.”
Smirking evilly, Hana replied, “The poor small guy. He became my Barbie doll.”
Mika said, “You did it again?! Poor Chinen-kun, he is always victimized by your tricks.”
Hana said to me, “Sawako, in case you don’t know, Chinen is one of my human Barbie dolls. I dress him up as anything I feel! Sometimes in a Cosplay clothing, in a Sailor Fuku, or most of the time, in a Lolita Dress!”
Mika added, “Yeah, he treats Chinen like his little sister, or perhaps, her doll.”
Grinning widely, Hana said, “I can’t help it! Chinen is so fluffy and cute! I wish he was a girl!”
The adjectives she used are like for a dog’s.
Arranging her bangs, Mika said, “They have been like that since middle school.”
Suddenly, Chinen kaichou arrived. He looked so tired and stressed. I’m sure it’s Hana’s doing.
Hana patted Chinen kaichou’s shoulders hardly and greeted, “Ohayou Lolita kaichou! Did you have a great rest?”
Chinen replied, “What do you think? It looks like Yuto and I are in really opposite status now. He’s full of energy this morning. He was inviting me to play basketball, but I lack rest because of you! Baka Hana!”
Hana clenched her fists and said, “Eh? Baka? Even if you have the energy to play, you are still incapable of doing it because you are so short!”
Mika pulled me to the side and said, “Just don’t mind them Sawako. It’s a normal thing for them.”
We went back to our proper seats. Yuto whispered to me, “I’ll visit the maid café later.”
I rolled my eyes and said, "Whatever."
Dismissal time came. I went directly to the maid café to work.
As soon as I arrived, Risako told me, “Saki told me that you’re staying here in Japan!”
Removing my disguises and getting my maid uniform, I said, “Yes, She called me a while ago, and I told her about it.”
After changing, Risako told me, “You know Sawako, there’s an annoying guy who has been here for about four hours already! It’s really freaky. He is looking at me flirtatiously! He was sticking his tongue out in a flirty manner and winking at me!
I peeked outside. There was a guy, who has light brown hair, sitting on one of the tables. He was sipping tea. He was thin and tall, yet good looking. The other maids were looking at him and they were in seventh heaven.
I looked closely at the face of the guy. He seems familiar. I asked Risako, “Have you seen him somewhere before?”
Risako replied, “I really have no idea.”
Then, Saki arrived. She was in a hurry and exclaimed, “Sorry, I’m late!”
She quickly wore her maid uniform and asked us what exactly we are talking about. We told her that it was about that freaky guy outside. She stopped for a while and exclaimed, “Wait! I saw that person somewhere! I think he’s one of Hey Say JUMP?”
Risako opened her laptop and looked at the Hey Say JUMP page. Indeed, Saki was right. The guy outside was the Leader of Hey Say JUMP, Yabu Kota.
I suddenly thought, “How the heck did Hey Say JUMP find this little place?”
Yabu Kota designated Risako-san again so she went out. I started to arrange the food, while Saki was starting to clean.
Then, Naruto-kun and Ran-san arrived. Saki and I stopped with whatever we were doing. Saki greeted his regular master, Naruto. I did the same for my regular mistress, Ran.
Suddenly, the Yabu Kota guy transferred into their table. Yabu told Naruto, “You sure have nice yellow hair! Where did you have that colored?”
Naruto replied, “I-i-in a salon…”
Ran stood up and pulled Yabu away. Naruto was left the table.
I thought, “Do they know each other? Poor Naruto-kun, he must be jealous.”
Saki and I got their orders. When we went back, Naruto and Yabu still weren’t there. Ran-san just told us to leave the orders on their table.
After that, Nakajima arrived with Arioka. Why did he bring Arioka with him?!
Risako went with me in their table. Risako asked Arioka, “You are a new customer. Please choose the maid you want to serve you…”
Arioka paused for a while and looked at the list. After that, he finally said, “Saki-chan.”
Smiling widely, Risako said, “Okay, I’ll call Saki-chan now.”
Risako patted me with her elbow that signaled me to start talking to my goushoujin-sama, Nakajima. Even if it is against my will to be nice to him, I must force myself.
I said, “Goushoujin-sama, our special for today is pudding with royal milk tea. Would you like to order that? If not, please choose other food from the menu.”
Placing his chin on his palm, he said, “Can I have a Sawa-chan cookie?”
I heard Daiki chuckle. He said, “Yuto-kun, please answer her properly.”
Baka. If I weren’t inside the café, I would punch that stupid, narcissistic Nakajima to death.
Saki arrived in a very maid-like aura. She said, “Hello my new master. I’m Saki. I’m going to be the one who will serve you for today. What do you want to eat?”
Daiki’s face turned light red. He said, “Uhmm, I’d like to have the special...”
Yuto added, “Yes, I’d have that too.”
I said, “Two puddings with royal milk tea coming up. Please wait Goushoujin-samas.”
As soon as Saki and I were behind the counter to get their orders, I said to her, “Three Hey Say JUMP members are here. What the heck is happening?”
Saki replied, “Maybe it’s a coincidence.”
“Maybe…”
We delivered their orders after getting them. Much to my surprise, Yabu, Nakajima, Arioka, Naruto, and Ran were on one table.
Saki said, “Here’s your order Goushoujin-sama Arioka and Goushoujin-sama Nakajima.”
Yuto was smiling to me like an idiot. My head boiled.
Then Yabu said, “Can you tell Risako that I want to have the same food?”
Holding the tray, and stopping the urge to throw it on Nakajima’s annoying face, I said, “Of course. Please wait for a minute.”
Saki and I left. Saki said, “They really know each other, but how?”
I just told her, “We don’t know…”
It was almost closing time and the five of them were still there. Saki, Risako, and I were the only maids left. The three of us went to their table.
Risako said, “It’s nice to see our customers become new friends.”
Smiling an evil one, Yabu said, “We’re not actually new friends…”
“We’re old friends!” Arioka exclaimed.
With a confused face, Saki asked, “What do you mean?”
Yabu said, “These two guys have been keeping this place as a secret to us for two years already. How mean of them.”
“Now, remove your wigs.”
Much to my surprise, Naruto was actually Yamada Ryosuke and Ran was Chinen Yuri…
To be continued…
Author’s Note: I’m very sorry for not updating for a very very very long time. XD
College is such a shocker for me. I have to study harder now.
Maybe I can update this fic at least once every two weeks.
I am happy that you still support this fic of mine, even though I update slow. T__T
What can you say about this Chapter?
By the way, I don’t accept requests for now. As much as I want to write for all of you, my schedule is forbidding me. T_T
If you want to leave some comments, suggestions, criticisms, or whatsoever, please leave them in the comment box!
I hope you liked this chapter! Please look forward to Chapter 12! ^_^
SORRY FOR THE GRAMMATICAL ERRORS!
Disclaimer:
I do not own HEY SAY JUMP.
Friday, June 17, 2011
OVER (Hey Say Jump) FULL Lyrics
Tomoni tomoni arui te ikou
Tomoni tomoni
Chikagoro genki nai jan Over
Nayami darake de tsukare ten dayo OVER
Ore ii nara kiku kedo OVER
Itsumo no basho ni shichiji de OVER
Kazoku tannin o zanari OVER
Yomenai ashita no kaze no yukisaki kimochi oreru jibun no atosaki OVER
Minna sou ore date sou sa OVER
Afureta namida wa muda ni sunna
Future motto kanji tai
Future motto shinji tai
Future motto miage tai
Pinchi wa chansu nanda My friend
Fura tsuiten nara STAND BY YOU
Pin boke mirai nante GOOD BYE
Hora hikari ga mieta yo kanashimi IT'S OVER
Jugyou chuu dazo Nakuna yo OVER
Datte kanojo ni furaretanda OVER
Ore de ii nara kiku kedo OVER
Hoka no hanashi kiite yo OVER
Dare ka waraeba dare ka naite OVER
Hikari to kage ni wakareru OVER
Sonna mon da ore datte sousa OVER
Afureru namida wo kamihitoe
Future motto kanji tai
Future motto shinji tai
Future motto miage tai
Pinchi wa chansu nanda My friend
Fura tsuiten nara STAND BY YOU
Pin boke mirai nante GOOD BYE
Hora hikari ga mieta yo kanashimi IT'S OVER
Bokura wa. Itsudemo. Dekinai. Kotonado. Hitotsumo. Nainosa
Sou, mirai ga matte iru
Ore wa itsudemo mikatan dakara
With you
Pinchi wa chansu nanda My friend
Fura tsuiten nara STAND BY YOU
Pin boke mirai nante GOOD BYE
Hora hikari ga mieta yo sou sa
Pinchi wa chansu nanda My friend
Fura tsuiten nara STAND BY YOU
Pin boke mirai nante GOOD BYE
Hora hikari ga mieta yo kanashimi IT'S OVER
Tomoni tomoni arui te ikou
Tomoni tomoni arui nde ikou
Tomoni tomoni arui te ikou
Tomoni tomoni
It's OVER
Love is OVER
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Something from Japan~
YAY~ One of my best friends, Argenn, gave me a letter for my birthday. It just arrived today. I was so happy.
Actually, I experienced many misfortunes today, like having a burn on my leg because of a motorcycle smoke belcher, had mud all over my shoes, and had a very exhausting day. But because of Argon's letter, all the bad mood went away. :)
I Love You GON!
Thursday, June 2, 2011
The Glass Slipper Fits the Right Owner [HSJ One-shot Story]
The Glass Slipper Fits the Right Owner [HSJ One-shot Story]
Chinen Yumi X Yamada Ryosuke
(Requested by: Champagne Dela Cruz)
Once in our life, there comes a time wherein we must take once in a lifetime chances. We must not let this chance slip. We must take the risk, whether we make it or break it. No matter how hesitant we are, we must take this chance. This may change our life for the better.
I’m Chinen Yumi, a first year high school student. I have an older brother, Chinen Yuri, who is a senpai in my school. He’s a part of the popular ten-member boy group, Hey Say Jump.
His co-members often visit us. They are all handsome, but one guy caught my attention. One guy made me fall for him. He has these beautiful red cheeks, pretty lips, and a dazzling smile. His eyes are so stunning that you feel cloud nine whenever you see them.
This member is Yamada Ryosuke.
He dances so gracefully, sings so exceptionally, and acts outstandingly. Indeed, he is the perfect dream boy that any girl would wish for.
Yes, he is the perfect boy, but who am I to him? I’m just his best friend’s younger sister, and I’m just his kouhai. He would never think of me more than that.
Still, I can never forget him. No matter how hard I try, I cannot do it. No matter how I try to get him off my brain, the more I remember him.
I’m really helpless. Why does it have to be Yamada Ryosuke?
Someone knocked my door. It was my older brother, Yuri. With a wide rabbit smile on his face, he said, “Yumi! The photo sets we took yesterday were out! Take a look of how cute your brother is!”
My brother prefers to be called cute rather than cool. I really don’t get him, but I guess that’s the image he wants to show the fans.
He was right. They all looked good. I’m lucky to have a very good-looking brother. But Yamada-senpai really catches my attention. My brother seemed to notice that I was staring at his face. He said, “You really like Yama-chan don’t you?”
I finally woke up from my dreamy state and said, “No way!”
He asked me, “Why are you staring at him with such dreamy eyes?”
I said to him, “No! I was not!”
My brother continued to tease me while I kept on hitting him. He was quite a bully.
After talking with my brother, I’ve done my homework and went to sleep. Tomorrow will be another usual day.
Morning came. My brother and I went to school together. We went separate ways because our classrooms were quite distant.
As I was walking, something caught my attention. It was a poster from the theater department.
Cinderella, the Play
Auditions:
Everyday within this week after classes
The cast will be revealed on Friday afternoon.
I finally thought of auditioning. I really didn’t make any difference this year. I am invisible, even though my brother is a pop star. Some girls were mean to me, and I was always treated me as a loser. Some were really nice, but then I discovered that they just want to meet my brother.
I’m going to prove them that I am not someone to look down to.
I’m going to audition. It’s good if I get the lead role, but it is okay if not. Maybe it was not meant for me.
This dismissal time, I will audition. I will try.
During the whole time, I was thinking about the auditions. I was thinking twice. Is it really good for me if I join? Will I just end up in pure embarrassment and failure?
Dismissal time came. I went to the theater. There were many people lining up. Today is Thursday after all. There will be a lot of last minute people who will audition.
I saw a lot of good looking girls, the one that boys would drool over. Maybe one of them will be casted as Cinderella. I didn’t stand a chance against them. I was making a fool of myself.
I just went home reluctantly. I wanted to audition, but my insecurities and fears are stopping me.
As I was walking along the street, someone poked my back and said, “Hello Yumi!”
I looked at my back. He was Yamada-senpai.
I was really surprised as to why he was there. He told me, “Yumi, let’s walk together. I’m going to visit your brother today.
In a low voice, I replied to him, “Hai.”
It was a quiet moment between us. Suddenly, Yamada-senpai broke the silence. He asked me, “Yumi-chan, did you audition for the school play?”
I tightened my grip on my bag. I told him, “No, I didn’t. How about you?”
He said to me, “Yes. I auditioned yesterday. Well Yumi, I think you should try to audition. It’s the last day tomorrow.”
I suddenly stopped and thought about it. The reason that I didn’t continue to audition is my lack of confidence. I told him, “I’m not good enough to be chosen.”
Yamada senpai laughed and said, “Are you joking? You must audition! You have a big chance in getting the lead role!”
I also laughed and said, “Yamada-senpai, you must be kidding me!”
He said in a serious tone, “You just have to believe in yourself.”
His words struck me. In the first place, I didn’t believe in myself. How would I achieve great things if I am like this?
Then, we reached my house. The other members were there too; Okamoto-senpai, Nakajima-senpai, Arioka-senpai, and Morimoto-senpai. They seem to be doing something important.
I greeted them and went up to my room after that. I overheard Okamoto-senpai said, “I heard you’re going to play Prince Charming, Ryosuke.”
I didn’t hear the continuation of their conversation. I wonder if what Okamoto-senpai said was true.
But one thing is sure. Tomorrow, I will audition for the play, no matter what happens.
True to my words, here I am, outside the theater. I’m done with my audition.
I don’t remember what I did. Getting the Cinderella role is a miracle for me now. In the first place, I know it’s too good to be true. I know that I’m not good enough.
Later this afternoon, the results would be posted. I must never expect.
I saw people crowded around the bulletin board. I’m sure that the results are out.
I decided to go home. There is no reason for me to look. I did not make it. I know I really sucked during the auditions.
I walked away. Suddenly, someone ran into me and patted my shoulder. I looked and it was Yamada-senpai.
“Yumi-chan, congratulations!”
I was wondering what he was talking about. I asked him, “Eh? Congratulations for what, senpai?”
Yamada-senpai giggled and said, “Of course, you got the role of Cinderella!”
I stood frozen. Have I heard him right? I got the Cinderella role?
While I was off guard, he held my hand and pulled me towards to where the results are. I was shocked that the crowd split for the two of us to pass through.
I stared at the announcement.
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LEAD ROLES
Cinderella: Chinen Yumi
Prince Charming: Yamada Ryosuke
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It was all true. I was casted as Cinderella.
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Yamada-senpai had dinner in our house. My brother said, “Omedetou Yumi!”
My parents were also happy for me. Yamada-senpai was smiling his dazzling smile.
My dad said, “Yamada-san, I entrust my daughter to you.”
I exclaimed, “Hey dad! Don’t say that! It’s so embarrassing!”
Senpai smiled and said, “Of course.”
I know he was joking. I started to laugh.
After that, they all laughed too.
I got the role because of senpai’s encouraging words.
The next day, our rehearsals started every dismissal. While we are at the backstage, a girl told me, “You’re Cinderella? I expected you to be prettier.”
She was a senpai after all, her name is Matsumoto Miu. She is the president of Yamada-senpai’s fans club.
Suddenly, a girl interrupted us. She said, “At least she’s not like you, the ugly stepsister.”
The girl raised her eyebrow. Matsumoto-senpai left, looking very mad.
“Hello, I am Sakurai Miyuki. I play the fairy godmother. Just don’t mind Miu, she badly wants to be Cinderella. She’s very obsessed with Yamada-kun.”
All I did was smile and nod. She’s a fairy godmother after all.
We practiced our lines and our actions. Miu-senpai is as mean as ever. I think that her role fits her perfectly. Her acting as one of the wicked stepsisters was spectacular.
Yamada-senpai walked me home because our rehearsal ended at night. While we were walking, he said, “Yumi-chan, you know that I…”
He suddenly stopped what he was about to say. I looked at him and asked, “What is it Yamada-senpai?”
He said, “I want to give you this bracelet. Take care of it okay?”
It was a beautiful bracelet. He wore it around my wrist. I was very happy.
I finally bid him a goodbye as soon as I reached my house.
I felt special. He gave me a bracelet. Still, I must not expect.
The next day, we had our last rehearsals. It includes our dress rehearsals. Our instructor told me, “Yumi-chan, please try on this gown. And don’t forget, the glass slippers.”
I timidly went inside the dressing room. I wore the gown with the help of Miyuki-senpai.
When I was done wearing it, she gasped and exclaimed, “Oh my Yumi, you look absolutely gorgeous.”
I didn’t look at the mirror. Miyuki-senpai immediately told me, “Ok, it’s your time to act!”
The scene was dancing with the prince. While we were dancing, it felt different. I was feeling very nervous, yet very happy. Yamada-senpai whispered to me, “Yumi, you’re beautiful.”
I was very happy with his statement. It’s the first time a boy said that I am beautiful.
~~
As soon as I reached home, I was feeling like I am in cloud nine. The play will happen two days from now. I hope that I won’t screw up.
Suddenly, I felt that something was missing in me. I can’t feel… I can’t feel… THE BRACELET THAT YAMADA-SENPAI GAVE ME!
It is very special to me since he gave it. If I go back to school now, it’s too late! It’s already 10 o’clock PM!
Tomorrow, I’ll go to school and check the dressing room. I might have dropped it there.
~~
True to my words, I went to our school’s dressing room early in the morning. I searched everywhere, yet I didn’t see it.
Yamada-senpai’s precious bracelet, where could it be?
Instead of finding the bracelet, I saw the glass slippers, broken.
I immediately left the dressing room to inform our instructor. Much to my surprise, Yamada-senpai was there. He was talking to my brother. I hid behind a post to listen to their conversation.
“Chii, I really love your sister. I just want to ask for your approval.”
It was Yamada-senpai’s voice. Gosh, I must be dreaming. Is he really talking about me?
“You know Yama-chan, my sister is such a pain in the ass, but if you really like her, then go! I’ll support you!” my brother, Yuri said.
Yamada-senpai replied, “But I’m not sure if I will confess to her. You know, I asked for a sign.”
“What sign?” my brother asked.
“Today, if she wears the bracelet that I gave her, I will confess.”
I feel like I am dreaming. Yamada-senpai likes me back. But, I don’t have the bracelet with me.
I chose another way towards the school faculty room. Our instructor said that it’s hard to find glass slippers. He said that I should have brought it home. I felt that I am the one blamed.
Sadly, I went out of the faculty room. Yamada-senpai saw me. He asked me what was wrong.
I told him, “The glass slippers are broken and it’s hard to find a replacement at this time. The instructor told me that they are very rare.”
“Yumi… you know I…”
I noticed that he looked at my wrist. Of course, the bracelet wasn’t there.
“I’ll do my best to find replacements, Yumi-chan. Don’t worry…”
After that, he left.
Was he about to confess?
~~
I went home thinking about two things: Yamada-senpai’s confession and the bracelet.
I suddenly thought of calling Miyuki-senpai.
She asked me how the bracelet looked like. After describing it to her, she concluded that Miu-senpai got it.
After a few hours, Miyuki-senpai arrived at our house. She said, “Yumi! I have a surprise for you!”
She handed me the bracelet. I hugged her because of joy. I whispered to her, “You are really my fairy godmother.”
She told me, “That Miu needed a kick from me. She knew about Yamada-kun’s sign thing. I forced her to tell me. Well, I threatened her.”
She was laughing like mad. She looks very delicate and gentle, but her other side is really harsh.
She added, “She also broke the glass slippers. That girl is so freakin’ jealous of you!”
So it was Miu-senpai after all.
Miyuki-senpai wished me good luck for tomorrow’s play. She told me not to think too much about the broken glass slippers and went home.
After a few hours, it rained very hard. Lightning stricken and thunders roared.
We had dinner. The storm continued.
Suddenly, the doorbell rang. My brother asked me to open the door.
I thought, “Who would visit my house during a very heavy rainstorm.”
Much to my surprise, it was… Yamada-senpai.
He was all wet. His hair was all messy. He had mud in his pants. He was bringing a paper bag in his hand. He was panting really hard.
I hurriedly let him sit down. I gave him a towel and tea to drink.
He opened the paper bag and opened the box. It was a new pair of glass slippers.
My tears didn’t stop flowing. I asked him, “Why would you do all these things to me, senpai?”
“Yumi, it is because…I love you.”
Still crying, I told him, “Am I dreaming or not?”
He told me, “I’ll let you feel that this is not a dream.”
Senpai wore the glass slippers on my feet. It perfectly fits me. He said, “You are really my princess, Yumi. The glass slipper fits the right owner after all…”
After wearing it, he held my chin high and kissed my lips. I held the bracelet tightly in my hand.
This day, I found my Prince Charming. I realized that life could become a fairy tale in you own little ways. A bracelet and a pair of glass slipper changed my life.
THE END
Author’s Note: Yatta~ I’m done with it! I hope you liked it, Champagne-san. ^_^
How was it minna? Please give me your opinions. ^_^
I’m sorry for the grammatical errors!
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Run Devil Run (SNSD) Cover
Well, tell me what you think. XD