I am so dead.

I know that some of my classmates (college) have already discovered this little secret place of mine and they've already analyzed the things that I've been posting here.

BSCS, Since you already know this place, here's what I can say to you...

Dear BSCS people,

Hahahahahhaa! Na discover na jud ninyo akong blog no? Gosh, I think mahibaw-an ninyo more than a half sa akong gina isip. Pero sige lang, blog ma ni cya. Kung naa man moy nalaman na secret or mga chorvaness, I-secret lang ninyo within yourselves. Ayaw i chika-chika or i-chorva. XDDD

Kay mag shift man ko next sem, adto lang mo diri sa akong blog kung gusto ninyo mahibaw-an kung naunsa na ko. :)))

Unta mag-enjoy mo sa pagbasa sa akong blog ug somehow, maka relate pud mo aning akong gamay na kalibutan. :DDDD

Akong nahibaw-an na kabalo ani akong blog kay si Henny, Loraine, Christine, Herzon, Rona, Dulce ug L.A. Kung naa pay lain na nakabalo aning lugaraha ni, pahibalo lang mo. :))))

Kung naa man tao sa reality na mag-fit sa akong gina-post, hinumdumi ninyo na coincidence ra to. XDDDDD

Love,
Dianne.


:DDD

Angel Make-up

I attended a Masquerade in school. It was also Dulce's (my classmate) 18th birthday and we surprised her with cake, candles, and roses.

I was the one who put make-up on myself. I don't know if it looks angelic to you but that's what my classmates are saying. Btw, here are my pictures when I arrived home. :)

Being vain while studying...

Pardon my stressed face. XD

Why do people cry?

People cry for many reasons. It can be because if extreme sadness, extreme happiness, or for no reason at all...

As of right now, I wanna cry but there seem to be no tears coming out from my eyes. Maybe I am already tired of crying. I'm used to being hurt and I'm used to failing already.

Maybe I've become numb.

Numb to the extent that failure doesn't scare me anymore. Failure was previously one of my greatest fear.

Still, I am determined to carry on with my life and struggle some more.

Playing around with makeup...

For me, make-up is a form of art. It's just like painting or drawing but on the face instead of a canvas or paper.

I really don't know anything about makeup until I reached college. (It's less than a year since I started putting makeup) During my vacation before entering college, I kept on watching make-up tutorials on Youtube, namely those by Bubz Beauty, Michelle Phan, Ekimura, Promise Phan, and many other makeup gurus.

I didn't have any makeup at the beginning. I started to buy an eyeliner and as time passed by, I have a complete set using my own savings to buy them.

I'm perfectly fine by the way I look without makeup. I know I'm not pretty, but I'm contented with my looks. In fact, I don't wear any at school or any normal days. I just wear them when there's a special occasion and during cosplays.

I also wear circle lenses, but not all the time. I love how it changes your look. I'm contented with my eye color, but lenses gives a certain sparkle and difference in your eyes. I also need these things because I am an amateur cosplayer. :DD

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Me without makeup and circle lenses. I wear no make-up in here. Super bare face. (Average looking Asian-girl) :D

Here are my pictures with circle lenses and the makeup I've done on myself so far... It goes from very light ones (only eyeliner and lenses) to quite heavy ones (with blush, eyeshadow, or foundation). I don't wear really heavy make-up. Well, it depends on the occasion. I think it's the circle lenses that creates the big difference since I'm "chinita".










Others have negative comments about wearing make-up. They say that natural beauty is better and other blablablahs. Well, I believe everyone is pretty but society has this kind of "standard". Other girls are picked on and they're told that they are ugly (well, I was told that I was ugly too). I know how painful it is to be judged because of your looks... Putting make-up increases the self confidence of these girls and make them feel good about themselves even just for a short while. Well, putting makeup is better than getting a plastic surgery in my opinion.

I also received comments from people asking me, "Why do you wear circle lenses? Aren't you contented with your eyes?"

This is art. People really need to open their minds or what. And I also cosplay so I need those sparkly pairs of lenses.

Also, people ask me why do I wear makeup.

It is also a form of art. If I wear makeup, they don't have any business regarding that matter. I also need it for my cosplays. And, hello? would you like to look pale on formal events? Match your face with your dress. Also, an average-looking girl like me would like to look pretty even just for a while. ;)

And for the girls out there, don't wear it everyday or all the time. It will damage your skin.
Or if you really need to wear it because of some matters, make sure to have a good skin regimen. :)

This is a long post. I'm ending it here. Byee~ :)

Joke.

This really happened. It was during our NSTP work in UM.

*Justin Bieber music plays from afar*

Classmate one: Justin Bieber really sounds like a girl.

Classmate two: Oh? I thought it was a girl singing his song.

Classmate one: No, that's really Justin Bieber.

*silence*

Me: What's the difference anyway?

(Sorry JB fans if I offended you or something. We have our own opinions and our own freedom.)

random post. :DDDDDDDD

Nung pumasok ako sa college...

1. Feel ko na ang bobo ko pala. Nung high school ako, I was quite confident of myself. Nakakakuha ako ng spot sa top 3 or sa honors list pero sa college, it's not easy.

2. Marami akong hindi alam sa buhay.

3. May mga bagay pa na importante kaysa sa grades. Though importante ang mga grades, socialization is important rin.

4. Learn how to balance your time.

5. Avoid cramming if possible (though hindi ko parin naiiwasan and procrastination). T_T

6. Teamwork tuwing assignments! But make sure na naintindihan mo. :)

7. Failing is NORMAL. It teaches you a lesson and motivates you to do better next exam.

8. Make friends and magtulungan kayo. Don't be "high school-ish" ika nga. Wala ng competition sa college. Dapat magtulungan talaga kayo.

9. Learn how to diskarte.

10. And most importantly, Grades are not the measure of your intelligence.

Ito ang pinaka-importante kong natutunan:
Study your hardest. Try your best. If you fail, never lose hope. Become stronger every after failure you have.